Hiding from Reality

Aah, this tiresome life

2011-05-09T00:44:00.000-07:00

Barely can find enough time to keep up with everything recently.

BUT AO NO EXORCIST, I CANNOT GIVE YOU UP.

2011-04-23T19:57:00.000-07:00

Shou, we should totally hang out one day. And go crazy about stuff. And start fanboying/fangirling about stuff. Seriously, you're too adorable.

17.4.2011 Ao no Exorcist anime

2011-04-17T05:39:00.000-07:00

Ao no Exorcist the anime starts today. 8D As much as I want to watch the RAW, I'm having exams now, so I'll just wait a week to watch it, undisturbed. :"3

Real life you so annoying

2011-04-11T23:18:00.000-07:00

Finally finished 2 reports, a lab report and have a chemistry presentation on Friday.
Then tests are coming next week before my long awaited beloved holiday reaches.

Raaaaaaargh, my deviantart hasn't been updated in a long long time. I'm waiting for the holidays when I will have no goddamn homework, then I can update it.

Stupid RL, stop giving me homework. They never stop coming. ;A;

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On a happier note, Persona 4 anime coming soon. I've never played the game, but everyone is posting things of it I want to know whats it about.

Ao no Exorcist anime coming out this Sunday. 8D

I'll be watching Madoka sometime during the holidays too. Oh look, I've planned out my holidays already.

Alice Nine new Single - Blue Flame

2011-04-03T19:25:00.000-07:00

It makes me think that maybe Shou has been reading Ao no Exorcist or something. Blue. Flame. Okumura Rin has the devil's flame. They call it blue flame. In the show. Blue. Flame. 8D Can't wait for the lyrics. :3 Or maybe I'm just overthinking things. Maybe my fangirl mind is wandering too far.

What I want is...

2011-04-03T04:32:00.000-07:00

2011-04-03T04:31:00.001-07:00

And you bleed just to know you're alive

Sometimes

2011-03-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

I want to be alone.

But sometimes, its lonely.

Headdesk

2011-03-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

Just saw something that really gets on my nerves and grinds my patience like nails on chalkboard.

Brb while I attempt to smash my desk to peices by repeatedly headdesking.

Joins another fandom;

2011-03-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

...losing my sanity

Recently watched/read Nurarihyon no Mago and I got all fangirly again. Only just went all out searching for fanworks, which proves my entry into this fandom.

Man, its been so long since I've loved a fandom at first sight ne?

Currently catching up with the manga. 40+ more chapters to go~

On a side note, I realise that out of all my fandoms, the ones that I've been most crazy about have been mainly about dead people, ghosts, and yokai/demons.

xDD _{Guess I'm just that awesome.}

Japan Earthquake and Tsunami : Jrock artists that are reported safe

2011-03-12T00:36:00.000-08:00

IF ONLY THE BAND IS LISTED - ALL MEMBERS ARE CONFIRMED SAFE.

12012
2side1BRAIN
9GOATS BLACK OUT
9mm Parabellum Bullet

Acid Black Cherry
Administrator
ALiBi
AliceNine
An cafe – Kanon, teruki, miku, Takuya
aicle
Aigis - Tenka
ALSDEAD
amber gris
AND
Angelo - Kirito
Aoi from Ayabie
Arc
Art Cube - Z
AUBE
AYABIE

Base ball bear
Black cat - Makoto
(ex) Black:List - Kyotaro
BLACK LINE
Black run
Blam honey
BLOOD – Dora, Hayato, Kiwamu
Blood Stain Child
BORN
BUCK-TICK

Calmando Qual
Chaos system - TOMO, Kyouka
Chemical Pictures (also ex member Jimi)
CindyKate
ClearVeil – Ryuuto, Nozomi
Cocklobin
Cube

D
D=OUT
D’eiz
D’espairsray
Danger Gang
DaizyStripper
Dear L’Novel - Kazuho
DEATHGAZE
DecoLa Hopping
DELUHI
DER ZIBET
DIAURA - Yo-ka
Dir en grey
DJ SiSeN
the Dopes
DOG in the PWO
Doremidan
Downer – Kagome
DuelJewel

E’m~grief~ - Cecir
EGOIST - Rui
exist trace

FEECHE
the fool

Gackt (plus Chachamaru, Jun-ji You)
Gakido
Galneryus
the GALLO
the GazettE
(ex) GHOST - Kousei
Girugamesh
GLAY
Golden Bomber
Guild

heidi.
Hi:BRiD – Zero, Jill (ex member)
HITT
HYDE (Since he’s in L’ac~en~ciel)

Irokui

Jinkaku Radio
Jui (ex-vidoll)
Juka

Kaya
Kagrra,
THE KIDDIE
Kiryu
Kozi
Kra
Kuroyume
KYOKUTOU GIRL FRIEND

L’arc~en~Ciel
Lacroix Desphere
La’cryma Christi
LAGING – Orochi
Lauder - MAST, LEN
(ex) Lareine – Emiru, Kamijo
Lin -the end of corruption world-
Lolita23q
LOST ASH
LM.C - Aiji & Maya
LUNA SEA
Luzmelt
Lycaon - Yuuki
lynch.

Mana
Matenrou Opera
Megaromania – Misery, Hyoga
Megamasso
Merry
Misaruka
MIX SPEAKER’S INC.
Miyavi
Moi dix Mois – Seth, K
MoNoLith
MUCC – Tatsurou, Yukke, Miya

Nega – Yuu, SAN
NEXX - Shikoto
Nightmare
Number mouse - Kyohei

Oblivion Dust
-OZ- - Aki, Nao
ONE OK ROCK
Oyuugi wagamama-dan x PaRADEiS

Para:noir
(ex) Panic Channel - Kiri
Penicillin
The Piass – Takayuki
Piko
Plastic Tree

R-shitei – Mamo, Z, Kaede
Reivier – Jey, Makoto, Kou, Hiro
remming - Kosuke
Royz

QUAFF – (ex members: Hal, Shingo, Ukusemi, Takuma)

remming - Sou
rice
the Riotts

Sadie
Satsuki
Schwein – Yam, Zin, Takeru, Hina
SCAPEGOAT
SCREW (ex member Yuuto as well)
Secilia Luna
Sekihan
Sel’m - Tsubaki
Shaura
SID
SKULL - Die
SOMATIC GUARDIAN – Saki, Junya
spiv states
SuG (also ex drummer Mitsuru is safe)
Sugizo
Suzaku
Synside

Takanori Nishikawa (T.M.Revolution)
TissueHime
Tokami – Agato, K, Shige
(ex) Tokyo Shitei – Shibuya, Ren, Runchu

UnsraW
UN=(XAG) – Yun, Yukihira
Ultimate Sonic - Yuu

V-last – Shyena
v(NEU)
(ex) VAJRA - L
Vallquar – Hikari, Mikoto
VAMPS
Velbet
(ex) Velgreed - Naru
Velvet eden
Versailles
VII-Sense
Vidoll – Tero, Jui, Shun
vistlip
ViViD
VURNY - Hina

X-Japan
XA-VAT
Xenophobia - Benjamin
xTRiPx

Zoro - Ryuuji
ZUCK
Source : Japanese Rock Revolution

PEOPLE WHO AREN'T FROM THE UK

2011-03-07T22:02:00.000-08:00

Why the hell do you people keep putting "Cheers" in your eforum posts???

As far as I know every single one of you taking Malaysian Studies and Moral Education are not from the UK. Nor do I see any reason for you to use said word.

SO WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP USING IT FOR NO REASON AT ALL???

IN EVERY POST EVEN??? WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?
WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SAYING CHEERS TO THE PEOPLE WHO JUST CAME UP WITH A COMEBACK FOR YOUR POSTS???

What is there to life?

2011-03-06T22:02:00.000-08:00

I'm bored.

I have no time to draw, online time is limited, so my digital coloring time is limited too, everytime I wanna draw I feel sleepy and go off to sleep.

Homework, procrastinate now, and panic later style.

Fandoms, so long since I've last touched on them. Oh anime-tachi, I want the time to watch you all so badly. Especially Ao no Exorcist, I can't wait to watch that.

Piano, hoping really really hard that I'll be able to pass my Grade 8 exam later next month because I hardly have time to practise and parents are pressuring me to pass, but passing is really hard for grade 8 (or so I heard), it'd be a miracle if I did. And I don't mind if this miracle happens.

Why can't there be more hours in a day to do things? ;A;

Piano Duet - Vamps [Lyrics]

2011-03-05T03:40:00.000-08:00

Piano Duet - Vamps

ねぇ、こんな風に思いながら
よく似た手を重ねたのかな
鍵盤の上　紡ぎ合ってゆくメロディー

あぁ、こんなにも愛してくれていてなんて
気づかないで　あまりにも　遅すぎた

ねえ、雨の日は　寄り添うように
ピアノを弾いて　いつも歌ったよね
音譜が舞って　まるで今日と同じように

貴方が今いてくれたなら
きっと素直に言えるのに
天国へは届かないよ

ねぇ、いつの日か貴方に帰る
その日なら　会えたなら　言えるかな
あぁ、こんなにも愛してくれていたなんて
気づかないで　言えなかったけど

ありがとう

Translation

Hey, as I think like this

I wonder if a hand similar to that one will cover mine

A melody spins itself above the keyboard

he same as they do today

Aah, I never really realized

How much you've loved me

I'm too late

Hey, it was a rainy day when you seemed to pull me in

You were playing the piano and always singing

The notes danced almost today

If you were with me now

Maybe I'd be able to tell you honestly but

I can't reach you in heaven

Hey, one of these days I'll return to you

When that day comes, if I can see, you, will I be able to tell you?

Ahh, I never realized how much you loved me

But I couldn't tell you

Thank you

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"But I can't reach you in heaven, I couldn't tell you..."

In love with this song.

Source; Credit Harumi

Oh people beside me in the computer lab who are downloading Devil May Cry

2011-02-28T23:20:00.000-08:00

I wish I could just squeal and jump up and fangirl with you guys and then we'd talk about Devil May Cry gameplay and we'd somehow become friends when you hear that I've played it too and we'll spend hours watching each other play DMC and more hours looking through my folder fro DMC fanart and we'll laugh at all the DMC jokes and we'd reference it in real life.

But we won't because me fangirling will scare the shit out of you guys and I have an image to keep.

Wish you guys could see this though because I'm so lonely that there isn't a single otaku here with me in college and there isn't any jrock/visual kei fan here. Life ~~is so lonely~~ sucks.

Jealous of you people

2011-02-28T23:10:00.000-08:00

Everwhere I go everyone I meet seems to be living their dreams.

They teach because they like to teach.
They sing because they like to sing.
They dance because they like to dance.
They want to be dentists because they like teeth.
They want to be doctors because they think intestines are awesome.
They are photographers because they like to take pictures.
They want to be enginneers because building things are fun.

And they have all the love and support of their family members.

While me and a couple of people I know, want to draw because we love to draw.
We want to draw because we love to dream.

But we can't because apparently it won't support us and there is no market and it won't make us successful and we won't earn money.

So we just shrink back into a corner and draw and draw and sometimes when we have no time we neglect it completely and this guilt, this lonliness, this jealousy eats us up slowly on the inside as we watch you, the people who get to live your dream while for us it will forever be just one thing and nothing else. It will forever be a Dream. Out of reach.

Jealous of you, for being able to live your dream.

A cafe?

2011-02-27T05:52:00.000-08:00

We went to this place called Moe D Cafe yesterday.

We actually went for Shabu Shabu for dinner, then went down to that place.

Waitressess were wearing sailorfuku and guys look like they were cosplaying Shizu-chan.

There were manga at the side too, its like a otaku cafe 8D

But not too happy bout the disco music, made it seem like a pub =3=

First time going to places like above, so was kinda excited. Will post more bout dinner that day after +0 has uploaded all the photos.

The day it rained so heavily

2011-02-27T03:39:00.000-08:00

these things collapsed. It was supposed to be standing up btw.

This was on Thursday right outside the labs in college.

I didn't give up drawing

2011-02-23T17:58:00.000-08:00

Its not really that I've stopped drawing, not that I've fully intergrated into college life.

Its just that now I reach home at about 7pm everyday, and after dinner and shower and stuff, its already 8 something. I go online to check my emails and do any unfinished homework, then by the time I feel like I could draw, it'd be time to go offline.

So I think it'll be traditional art lately, but by the time I reach my bed, I read a few library books I have to return, and by then I'm already sleepy.

In the end, I can only update my devart and stuff (and actually draw something complete) during the weekends.

I'm just doodling things not fit for display usually.

I'll never give up drawing, you should know that.

Durarara episode 25

2011-02-23T17:41:00.000-08:00

When will you be available online?? I wanna watch it so badly ;A;

I am annoyed

2011-02-22T16:33:00.000-08:00

I dislike you, Person.

I am annoyed at you, who apparently studies the whole day, sleeps at 9pm, only to wake up again at 2am to study, AGAIN.

I've got nothing against you doing that, but I'd appreciate it if you don't rub it in my face because I don't need to hear shit like this when I still haven't completely woken up yet.

Just because you do that doesn't make you smart, just so you know, and don't sound all smug and all when I say I don't study much eventhough I'm up late.

Shut up, you. I live how I want and how I study, is none of your fucking business. I don't want to stress my brain out because, unlike you, I do have a life online that I must tend to, you know.

Maybe you've been feeding off stress so much you don't even understand what was I saying.

Oh, and if you don't believe in the supernatural, then keep your fucking opinions to yourself, and don't try to change the way I think.

And try to shut up because nobody wants to listen to you repeat everything you say without even pausing to listen to others' responses so early in the morning.

Especially me.

Screw you, Person. You irritate me.

Its a bit funny how life works

2011-02-20T21:42:00.000-08:00

Remember this post? December 13 2008

Back then I was ranting bout how much I wanted the CLAMP x Code Geass : Mutuality artbook.
Didn't have enough money or something too back then.

And now, 2 years later, I own the artbook.
And I didn't even searched for it, it just popped up in front of me when I went to the store.

Wow. I feel like, so much time has passed already. When I look back.

BEHOLD

2011-02-20T20:48:00.000-08:00

AS YOUR RAPTOR OVERLORD RETURNS FROM HIBERNATION.

Revamping blog, and swearing to post more often.

And also will deliver my annual Comic Fiesta report. orz

BRB

WIll post bout Comic Fiesta 2010

2011-02-20T05:52:00.000-08:00

...when I have the chance. Lol

IN THE MEANTIME, I heard the E@theCurve has this Jpop-Kpop dance competition + Cosplay competition = mini anime con.

Will try to see if I can bluff my way there coming Saturday.

back again

2011-02-20T05:00:00.000-08:00

Trying to be more active again back here xp

*realises have not done the Comic Fiesta 2010 report yet OAO*

To my dearest Saiyuki fandom...

2010-09-05T04:39:00.000-07:00

...that I left a long time ago for no reason at all...

I'm back.

_{and i miss you so}

Goodbye - Paperplane Pursuit

2010-07-18T05:55:00.000-07:00

Goodbye

~Paperplane Pursuit

Wish time was standing still tonight
Wish I was standing by your side all of time
Not for the last time

This can't be goodbye
How could I ever find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can't be goodbye

Don't wanna carry this inside
Don't wanna carry on despite how I've tried
To take this in my stride
No I don't think I'll be alright
No its not something I can hide
And I won't try, I don't see why

This can't be goodbye
How could I ever find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can't be goodbye

I can't say goodbye
Somehow I cannot find
The strength to let go, to be without you
This can't be goodbye

Why won't this agony subside
Can't fill this emptiness inside
Oh I'm so empty inside
No I can't ever make this right
No its not something I can fight
I know I've tried

Come take this pain away
Come take this pain away
Come take this pain away, take it away

(Please don't cry)
Come take this pain away
(Its time to say goodbye)
Come make it go away
(Baby please don't cry)
Come take this pain away
(Its time to say goodbye)

This can't be goodbye
(Its time to say goodbye)
How could I ever find
(Baby please don't cry)
The strength to ler go, to be without you
(Its time to say goodbye)
This can't be goodbye

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This can't be goodbye

Local song. Epic.

Guess what day it issss~? 8D

2010-07-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

ITS BASARA SEASON 2 DAY!!!!

Sengoku Basara Season 2 releases today. But damn, missed the livestreaming... =3=

So long, buddy~

2010-07-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

Kevin is my cousin. He's my age but younger by 3 months.

We've known each other since forever, so I guess this makes us childhood friends? But somehow, I don't think it does too, because we're cousins.

He's not the greatest person in the world, mind you. He's a jerk, perasan, has a bigger pride than I have, thinks he's great at singing, and being an asshole at sometimes.

That may be so, he isn't all bad.

He's funny, kind (when he decides to be), a generous guy, and loves animals. He's also always been there whenever there are boring family functions and we always find ways to pass time, either by running around the place, chatting about Gundams, or just being idiots.

He's been my partner in crime in idiocy for the longest time. We understand what each go through (sometimes) and we enjoy being in each other's company.

But now, he's leaving for New Zealand to study come Monday.

So, I guess, I'll miss you buddy?
Guess this means I'll be lonely each Saturday if Gary doesn't go to that family gathering huh?
Guess this means there'll be no more ice cream parties every Sunday.
Guess this means I'll have to find some way to entertain my unsociable self every family gathering from now on.
Guess this means you won't be designing monsters for my story.
Guess this means I won't get to pester to build your new Gundam models if you buy it over there.
Guess this means no more manry bonding times.

Uhm, so, so long buddy~
I'll miss you, thats for sure (even if I won't admit that in your face =3=)
All the best for you over there, and if you ever forget about me, I swear I'll punch you in your face.

And don't be a sheep. Don't come back baa-ing xDDD
So, bye. Miss you. See you at Christmas.

BRB EMO-ING FOREVER

2010-06-13T01:00:00.000-07:00

Why thanks SO MUCH my dear fandoms for dumping SAD FREAKING SCENES on the week I finally get to catch up with various things. [/sarcasm]

with THIS; (for the full story, go >> HERE )

"I'm going to take Hideyoshi on." "...fine, every last member of your army is now a walking dead man[/massacres]"

several scenes later:

_{SHIZ!! Masamune doesn't CRY!! OAO}

And then... and then... when I finally caught up with Durarara!!...

"21:34; the Ikebukuro Dollars disbanded"

But the Dollars were SO COOL in that episode!! And Shizu-chan!! OO NOES SHIZU-CHAN 0A0

_{I fucking hate you, Yellow Scraves guy xp}

And Hitman Reborn. Have you seen Enma's face??? ITS ALL A MISUNDERSTANDING DAMMIT...

...I'm okay.... =3=

New Wallpaper - 6th June 2010

2010-06-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

Lightning and her summon, the Eiodolon Odin in rideable form.

OO MAI FINAL FANTASY FANDOM~~ I'M BAAAAAACK~ 8D

FFXIII Logo

2010-06-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

Once again, I'm back. Exams lasted for 3 weeks, which was also the amount of time I was computer-deprieved.

And then, I borrowed the Final Fantasy XIII DVD from a friend.

WATCH IT!!! IT HAS TEH MOST EPIC END YOU WILL EVER SEE!!

And also a very epic cutscene. Search youtube if you have to -- Chapter 12 cutscene, Assault on Eden.

Anyway, thats not the main point.

Final Fantasy logos are known for depicting some part of the game which sometimes are the game's main focus/theme. So this is XIII's.

Until now I still don't understand certain parts (I know what is a l'Cie, but how the heck will I describe fal'Cie to people I will try to rant to? O_O ), and I was looking around looking for the refrences or something about the logo, and then, at the end, BOOM, it hit me in the face.

Yaaaaaay~
...when Cocoon fell to the ground and was stopped by Ragnarok. It was cool.

Durarara 16

2010-05-02T03:15:00.000-07:00

THIS.
AND THE ENTIRE EP 16.
Made me grin like an idiot for the second time this month for this fandom.
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SPOILER -highlight below to see-
Oh, and the part where they revealed Anri to be the real mother-Saika was really well done. I didn't expect it at all, plus, it made Anri look cooler now.
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You know, Izaya could be one of Saika's children, since, well, they all love Humanity so much.

Durarara!! 15

2010-04-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

Am I the only person who was grinning like an idiot when Izaya said;

"I don't want anyones else to know information about Shizu-chan >:\"

I thought so. 8D

Sometimes

2010-04-25T04:08:00.000-07:00

I think of a day when Jrock will dominate the world.

Imagine, magazine covers filled with Visual Kei bands, entertainment news about them, MTV channels having them for a spot during the day, finding random fans IRL and becoming friends.

In other words, just imagine the Korean wave now, but sub it with Jrock. That is what I'm talking about.

I think of the day if this'll happen.

How will it feel, I wonder? How does it feel?

Until then, this fandom is a type of lonliness. -called pride-

So

2010-04-24T04:46:00.000-07:00

I was sick for like, 4/5 of the school days this week. I had fever, a sore throat, and (quite randomly) low blood pressure, like, how'd THAT get there? ==

So I missed, 2 1/2 days of school, and when I got back, suddenly I get news that everything i never changed but something isn't quite the same.

And when I asked, no-friggin-BODY would TELL me so that I don't have to go through sleepless nights thinking and thinking and thinking over the vauge answer you guys dumped me with.
[I'm so ... I think, that if you'd tell me that I was your best friend ever, I would kill for you. ]
And then, everyone ignores me yet again.

What a wonderful week, really...

In other rantings, Shizuo was really adorable this week. God Aizen, I could strangle you right now. And I found Erementar Gerad again.

More on fandom in seperate posts, coz I'm resorting to spamming my own blog to make it active again. Yey me.

Birthday things

2010-04-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

So, it was my birthday the Friday that past. So this'll be that obligatory birthday post. Yay.
(Geez, I feel like Tora >DD)

I got stuff at school that day~ It was quite the surprise, I didn't really expect it. LOL, thanks gaiz~ >DD

I got art from Moon lol (like some traditional thing we do every year >3)
http://moon00x.deviantart.com/art/Hapi-B-day-Flamewolx-159257939

And the physical stuff are here;

This whole box are from you gaiz~
Haha, bad lighting xDD

This looked cute. It was from Hong Peng.
But do not be decieved!! Inside, he gave me freakn ghost stories ;A;
I was scared half to death when I opened it lololol
[Btw, dear sameday birthday buddy, I owe ya something]

Inside the box:

This was from Weiwei lol

This was possibly, the best birthday ever~! So thanks a lot gaiz!! (you know who you are >DD)

I LOVE you all >333

New Wallpaper - 21st Mar 2010

2010-03-21T01:12:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE A NEW FANDOM BRINGS A NEW WALLPAPER 8D
--
Currently in love with Durarara!!.
I was intrigued after the many people I'm watching on devart started to do fanart of this series.
-
So I finally watched it day before yesterday and wala~ I'm in love with these two idiots.
Above are Heiwajima Shizuo and Orihara Izaya.
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Izaya is made of PURE EPICNESS and is my new role model.
Shizuo, I just like him. No reason at all >D

PBSM Camp [campfire]

2010-03-20T23:35:00.000-07:00

I loved the campfire session.
I wished it would last forever.

Camp PBSM 2010

2010-03-20T22:34:00.000-07:00

I realised its been so long since I posted a freakishly detailed post about ANYTHING here lately.

Because I realised too, that with pictures, its a more fun read.

Unfortunately, I'm also, freakishly lazy, plus uploading A WHOLE LOAD of pictures are a downright pain-in-the ass, so I won't go into full detail today. (the main reason is because of the limited online time of course)

However, I'm sure you'll all be happy to know that I'm making a slideshow with all the pictures Matthew took, and I believe that a picture tells a thousand words, so I'll post the link when I'm finally done with them, k? ^^

But anyway, here are some moments that the camera did not capture:

+I slept at 4am on the first day. 8D
Well, actually the comittee (thats us) were planning to pull an all-nighter, but we didn't have the stamina to do so, so we hit the sack at around 2am.

But then, I couldn't sleep all of a sudden because we had just taken a shower (at around 2am, aren't we awesome or what? xD), so me and Psan watched Tsubasa Tokyo Revelations on HOLLOW.

While we were doing so, Matthew and Sam who were doing patrol duty, popped in for a rest. Sam took a short nap, and Matthew ended up watching Tsubasa with us. Take note that Matthew doesn't watch anime, at all.

He had on this WTF face all the while, it was funny. I should've video-ed it xDD
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+ We showered in the open air.
With our clothes on of course, get your brains out of teh gutter plzthnx >D

On the second day, we successfully claimed the outdoor pipe thingies. Yay
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+We had a MASSIVE water fight, committee vs the participants. It was, fun. I miss that, we never get to play with water anymore.
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+ I love the campfire session. I wished it would last forever.
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After I got home, I felt so... lost. I felt lonely, like, I had nothing to do.
I'm probably suffering from post-camp depression or something lol

BUt seriously.

Everytime I see something that reminds me of camp, I feel like crying, because it feels so lonely.

Yesterday, while I was watering the plants, I suddenly thought 'hey, I feel like having another waterfight' and was having noodles for lunch, when I saw the noodles, I felt like I was going to cry...

Tch.

PBSM Camp [the night sky]

2010-03-20T21:47:00.000-07:00

This is a little special, so it needs a seperate post all by itself.

On the first night, we played a game. Its a little similiar to the traditional Cops n' Robbers game, except it was played in the dark. Every single light was turned off, making the only source of light the flashlights of the 'cops'.

The robbers, or smugglers, had the task of smuggling various items to their(our) base to us(me and Psan). We picked the school field as our base.

It was scary at night, and it was really dark, but when we looked up, we could see the stars.

I haven't seen stars in a long time.

And you know something? The night sky isn't really black or blue. Its actually red in color.

2010-02-27T20:10:00.000-08:00

Rrrrrargh, not really sure what to say...

In a rush lol, coz I'm not supposed to be here.
Its that time of year again, exams are coming, which brings about the obligatory computer-ban thingy.

So.
myeh. Back to pencils for now xDDD

2010-02-19T20:55:00.000-08:00

Reality sucks

I hate it

Why do you think my blog is titled 'Hiding from Reality'?

I hide because I can't do anything.
I hide because it seems that it is my natural reaction to things I don't like.

I hide becuase I can't do anything, because I don't have the guts to do anything.

Hoping one day I finally decide to take the risk to do something I want.
Will probably kill myself in the process, but at least I could die knowing that I've lived my life the way I want it.

Until then, Reality wins the fight. Again. And again. And again.

Open house desu~

2010-02-19T06:05:00.000-08:00

Open house at my house today xD

Ian, Brian and Saren arrived pretty early. Then came Weishiu, and then Margaret.

And so the whole day was basically made up of a high-on-something Ian, osashiburidana Saren, normal Brian and Weishiu and Margaret.

I fed them a whole load of steamboat, coz my mom said they can't go home if they don't finish it :D

And then we were spamming soft drinks, new year cookies and computer games (tried Friendly Fire? Its really annoying, but, kinda fun. And of course, THE GAME >D) and of course, gambling.

Saren lost a lot haha
I lost what I got and got what I lost, so it wasn't that fun ==

Had pictures, be uploading them soon when I'm feeling less lazy xDD

Koi wa Sensou [Love is War] - Hatsune Miku/Vocaloid lyrics

2010-02-19T05:54:00.000-08:00

Koi wa Sensou

~Hatsune Miku

Mou yukiba ga nai wa kono koi no netsuryou

Haiiro no kumo MONOKURO no kensou
Hizashi wa kager yuugure wa iro o kaete iku

Sekai ga nijinde soredemo suki de irareru ka nante
Wakatte'ru kedo dousureba ii no
Doushitara dousureba
BAKA da na... watashi

Hajimeru no yo kore wa sensou
Ureshisou na KIMI o miru nante!
Setsunaru koi sore wa tsumi
Misete ageru watashi no omoi o

Sakende mita MEGAHON wa kowarete'ta no
Dore dake senobi shita tte kimi no shikai ni hairanai

Aa, itsunomanika hareta sora zenzen niawanai
Kimochi ga osaerarenakute
Doushitara dousureba?

Naite nanka nai n'dakara ne

Daisuki

Tatajau no yo HAATO o ute
Shudan nante erande'rarenai
SUKAATO hitati mitsukeru no yo
Kimi no shinsen ubatte miseru no

Geigeki youi
Senkyou wa ima da furi na no desu
Koi wa moumoku
Kimi no kuchidzuke de me ga sameru no

Koi wa Sensou translation

Love is War

There's nowhere for it to go anymore, the heat of this love

The grey clouds, the monochrome clamoror
The sunlight casts a shadow, the twilight changes color

The world blurs, even so, will I still love you?
I know this -- but what should I do?
How can I, what should I...
What an idiot... I am

Let's go, this is war
Just seeing you so happy
Love that hurts is such a sin
I'll show you how I feel

The megaphone I shouted into has broken
However much I stretch, I'm not in your field of vision

Ah, the sky cleared before I knew it and it doesn't suit me
I can't hold back how I fell
How can I, what should I...

Because I'm not going to cry

I love you

I'm fighting, shooting for the heart
I didn't choose this way
I'll show you how my skirt flutters
And steal your gaze away

Preparing for a counterattack
I'm fighting a losing battle
Love is blind
Your kiss opens my eyes

Something Interesting...

2010-02-15T01:54:00.000-08:00

Did you know that in Japan, the image song for Fast and Furious 4 was the Gazette's Before I Decay? 8D

ABANDON INSTINCT! HERE'S YOUR PROOF!!

Btw, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR gaiz~! >D

EDIT; Oh lookie, I found another one~

IT WAS A MISTAKE TO HAVE TRUSTED YOU

I JUST WATCHED THE COSPLAY HEROES UNMASKED ON ANIMAX JUST NAO...

2010-02-14T03:53:00.000-08:00

....AND GUESS WHAT I SAW ZOMG ZOMG~!!!!

The cosplayer, Kaname was featured and he taught us how to cosplay xD

Thats not all, they were showing Singapore's AFA09' Regional Cosplay Competition too!!

I SAW A KEIJI ZOMG!! And and FFXIII's Vanille, and Frau from 07 Ghost!! And of course Kaname as Cloud. That is THE MOST ACCURATE CLOUD I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE.

Next, remember this guy's blog post?

I SAW HIM!! THE SHOW HAD FOOTAGE OF HIM GETTING KANAME'S AUTOGRAPH AND POSING WITH HIM ZOMG!!

EDIT;

Stupid me. I realised I have this pic closeup back when I was stalking him. Sheesh... And I ran everywhere for this... ==

MUST. Find it on the intrawebs and DOWNLOAD THIS Cosplay Heroes Unmasked!!!

Jeh, its makes me want to cosplay.

All the Right Moves - OneRepublic lyrics

2010-01-30T22:32:00.000-08:00

All the Right Moves

~ One Republic

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down, they got
All the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Lets paint the picture of the perfect place
They got it better than what anyones told you
They'll be the king of hearts, and you're the queen of spades
And we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers

I know we got it good, but they got it made
And the grass is getting greene each day
I know things are looking up, but soon they'll take you down
Before anybodys's knowing our name , they got

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down, they got
All the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

EVerybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down, they said
Everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special? Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear and the sound you like
Are we just sinking in the ocean of faces?

It can't be possible, that rain can fall
Only when its over right here
The sun is shining everyday but its far away
Over the world the say, they got, they got

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down, they got
All the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
EVerybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

It don't matter what you see, I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you
It done't matter what you say, I know I could never face
Someone that could sound like you

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down, they got
All the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down, they got
All the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down, they said
Everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Yeah we're going down
Yeah we're going down
All the right moves, hey
Yeah we're going down
All the right moves, hey
Yeah, we're going down

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Are we sinking in the ocean of faces?
Everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
[we're going down]

Yuushinron - Radwimps lyrics

2010-01-30T22:21:00.000-08:00

Yuushinron

~Radwimps

Ima made boku ga tsuita uso to ima made boku ga itta honto
Docchi ga ooi ka ayashiku natte sagasu no yameta

Jibun no naka no kirai na tokoro jibun no naka no suki na tokoro
Docchi ga ooi ka mou wakatte kanashiku natta

Douse itsuka wa kirawareru nara ai shita hito ni nikumareru nara
Sou nara mae ni boku no hou kara boku datta

Dakedo itsuka wa dareka wo motome ai saretai sou nozomu no nara
Sou naru mae ni boku no hou kara
"Ai shite miyou to"

Kimi ga amari ni mo kirei ni naku kara boku wa omowazu yoko de waratta yo
Suru to kimi mo tsurarete warau boku wa ureshikute naku naku

Ashita wo norou ningen fushinsha wa ashita wo yume miru nigen shinsha ni
Mou kinou wo sagashiteta boku wa inai inai

Kimi wa ningen senjouki kono kikai ni
Dono gokatei ni mo hitotsu wa youi shite itadakitai
Korya kawanai to wa nai uso de wa nai

Odoroku beki kouka wo hakki shimasu ataarashii jibun ni deaemasu
Tada chuudokusei gozaimasu youhou youryou wo omamori kudasai

Konna CATCHPHRASE wo kakou
Yattoko sa kimi no kuroon ga
Seikou shita toki ni demo datte kimi wa sekaisho no
Nikugan de kakunin dekiru ai chijou de yuuitsu deaeru kamisama

Daremo hashikko de nakanai you ni to
Kimi wa chikyuu wo maraku shitan darou?
Dakara kimi ni aenai to boku wa sumikko wo sagashite naku naku

Daremo inochi muda ni shinai you ni to kimi wa inochi ni owari tsukutta yo
Dakara kimi ga inai sono toki wa iki wo tome matsu

Suru to ne kimi wa itsu demo koko ni
Kite kureta no ni mou koko ni inai

Ashita wo yume mira ningen shinsha wa ashita no sho wo matsu jisatsu shigansha no
Sanbun mae no boku ga mata kao wo dasu dasu

Iki wo tomeru to kokoro ga atta yo
Soko wo hiraku to kimi ga itan da yo

Sashinbou ni kimi ga iru nara mondai was nai nai nai yo ne

Nibyou mae made no jisatsu shigansha wo
Kimi wa eikyuu koufuku ronsha ni kaete kureta
Sonna kimi wa mou inai inai inai kedo

Kono shinzou ni kimi ga irun da yo zenshin ni muke myaku wo utsun da yo
Kyoumo ikite, kyoumo ikite soshite ima no mama de ite to

Hakkekky, sekkekkyu, sono to moromoro no ai wo boku ni okuru

Yuushinron English Translation

The lies I've told up to now, the truths I've told up to now
I become worried about which outweighed which, and stopped searching

The parts of myself that I hate, the parts of myself that I like
Now I know which outweighs which, and it makes me sad

If I was going to be hated in the end, if I was going to be hated by the person I loved
Then I decided to be the first to hate before that happened

But if someday I long for someone and want them to love me
I'll make the first move before that happens
"Lets try to fall in love"

You cry so beautifully that, by your side, without realising it, I smiled
And that made you smile too, which made me so happy I'm crying, crying

The people with no faith in humanity, who curse the future; and the people with faith in humanity, who dream of the future
The me who used to search for yesterday is gone, gone

You are a washing machine for humanity
I want every household to have one
With that, theres nothing that won't work out, there are no lies

The effects are amazing, you can find a new you
But it can be toxic, take care with usage nad dosage

Lets write a catchphrase like this
Even if a perfect clone of you achieve success
You are a unique goddess, unlike anything on earth
That can be seen by the naked eye

You made the world round,
So that nobody would cry in a corner, right?
So when you're not here, I look for a corner and cry, cry

You gave life an end so nobody would waste it
So when you're not here I hold my breath and wait

And then though you always come to me
You're gone

The people with faith in humanity, who dream of the future, will become tomorrow's suicide candidates, waiting to die
The me of 3 minutes ago has shown his face, shown his face again

When I stopped breathing I found my heart
When I opened it, you were there

As long as I have you in the left atriun of my heart, I have no problems

YOu brought words of eternal happiness
To people who until two seconds ago, were suicide candidates
That you is gone, gone, gone

But you are in my heart, sending a pulse through my whole body
Saying "stay alive today, stay alive today, and stay the way you are"

Sending me love from my white blood cells, my red blood cells and so many other places

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I look for a corner and cry, cry

Credits to kiwi-musume.

YOU

2010-01-30T21:30:00.001-08:00

YES you.
You know who wou are.

Stop making such a big fuss over THE FREAKN CURTAINS!!

We sit at the side. IT is our duty to pull the curtains CLOSED when the sun shines too bright. I don't know WHY THE HELL are you so against pulling them shut, but if you don't want to, then change places with the guy next to you I DON'T CARE.

You say you hate humans because they're selfish. Then stop being such a hypocrite and TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT YOURSELF.

Just because the sun doesn't hit your face and blind you doesn't mean it doesn't hit the other people too.

Quit sulking.

Hate me if you want after this. I don't care. I can't stand it anymore.

Art Club

2010-01-30T21:27:00.000-08:00

Our Art Club is a GO!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Thanks everyone who joined and supported and made this club form-able. I hope we can do our best to make the club fun for everyone.

Yoroshiku ne!

Vocaloid Anime Coming April 2010

2010-01-24T00:48:00.000-08:00

Black Rock Shooter is being made into an anime and releasing coming April 2010!!

The animation looks awesome and the fightscenes, FWAH~!

Trailer HERE.

Owie...

2010-01-23T21:04:00.000-08:00

So. Yesterday was our Road Run.
I was freakn SEMANGAT.

I was the 61st in my category (harhar)
And then after that, we hid in the bilik kesihatan and discussed about our PBSM activities.

This morning, I woke up to find that I hurt everywhere.
Even my legs, they hurt in 3 different places... ==

My dad laughed at me.
Apparently, I need more excercise... ==

HO FU- WE DID IT!!!

2010-01-23T21:02:00.000-08:00

ART CLUB APPROVED BY PN NOORHAYATI~!!

NYAHEIHEIHEI~!!!!!

Its member hunting tiiime~~

New Wallpaper - 1st Jan 2010

2010-01-17T03:34:00.000-08:00

Changed to this wallpaper a couple of weeks back, just that I didn't have time to post it.
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Since now almost everyone knows of Kaien's new fandom, I'll be a very carefree otaku and post it here. Ta-DA
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Its not even originally a wallpaper. This was a doujin cover xD
But its a pretty pretty doujin cover.

I'VE GOT FLELES ON MY DESKTOP 8D

2010-01-10T05:21:00.000-08:00

Flele is a type of a mp3 player. It plays your songs and even 'sings' them as well. They're really adorable little things 8D

This is my favourite. Its Halle and Alle from Gundam 00

This is my default version (because I downloaded her first). Hatsune Miku.

And this is Kagamine Len.

This i s random one that came with the default settings.

And HIBARI FREAKN KYOUYA 8D

Nothing, just wanted to show off my little Fleles :3

I'm planning to make a Masamune and Yukimura one for myself, but after SPM when I have a whole load of time.

So, first week of school

2010-01-09T23:22:00.000-08:00

It went rather well, actually...

I'm happy with my seating placements, we're not scolded by our chemistry teacher (yet xD) and school ends (kind off) earlier this year to clear classes for the afternoon session people.

But my class roof is leaking (haarhar) so we have to move somewhere else temporary (and I dunno where in the world is that) until Tuesday.

And they changed the names of our sports teams!! ;A;

My team(Guess what GAIZ? I'm in the BLUE TEAM 8D)'s new name sounds...edible now.. ==
It used to be called 'Wira', meaning Hero. And now it sounds like...some kind of biscuit (yes, Kinabalu reminds me of biscuits ==)

The red team used to be called 'Saga', I used to envy them coz they could probably brag about being on team A9 (Alice Nine's bassist is also called Saga xD) and now they're called...something lame-ish. (TAHAN AHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Green used to be 'Waja', and now its 'Ledang' (puteri gunung Ledang anyone? xD And lol I almost typed 'leday')

Yellow used to be 'Rusa'. Now, deers are very nice...and cute and cuddly and stuff, it wasn't so bad, you see? And now they're called 'SANTUBO' (or santubol, or whatever). cough.

Oh! We played jumprope during Pjk. Its like returning to our childhood or something xDDD

RARGH

2010-01-03T04:21:00.000-08:00

*SIGH*
School's starting tomorrow...

Goodbye everyday-internetz...
I'll only be able to come on during weekends and stuff. Plus this year is SPM year (NOES COMPUTER TIME!! T_T)

And my schoolbag isn't ready. I'm having dreams where I go to school only in my pyjamas (gasp is this some kind of sign or something??). I won't be able to touch my tablet until weekends (back to pencil sketches lol).

And most importantly...

I don't know where is my class.

~~How Lol-tasticly amazing am I? 8D~~
Aah well, hope I survive till next week then. Mata ne~

Gazette - Hymn of the Cruxifixion look

2010-01-03T03:29:00.000-08:00

Credits to Gazette_daily!!

The Gazette's style in their 2009 Christmas Live, A Hymn of the Cruxifixion~

Dark-haired Reita~!! 8D

*squees*

Uruha looks like Lightning now!!

Any chance he's a fanboy? (quick Shou!! Make him cosplay!!)

ZOMG

2010-01-01T04:21:00.000-08:00

Maybe its jst that I've always seen guys in visual kei.
Maybe I've always been used to seeing said guys (and pretty too, might I add) dress like girls...

That now, when I find out that this band...
ARE ALL FREAKN GIRLS...
I couldn't get used to it xD

Their songs are EPIC.

And they're manlier than some bands xD
Meet my new idols :3

Does this count as a new year resolution?

2010-01-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

It is my EPIC DREAM to be able to...

+Scream like Ruki
+Shout like Reita
+be as cool as Tora
+Draw like Shirou Akira
+have great ideas like CLAMP adn Tite Kubo
+Fangirl/Fanboy with Shou about Final Fantasy xD
+Fangirl/Fanboy with this cosplayer over here...
...because he's a Shou fanboy >3
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Hehe, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
All the best for the year ahead, and may your lives not suck. Yey.

Comic Fiesta 2009!!

2009-12-23T19:06:00.000-08:00

...FINALLY POSTED!!

Sorry for making you guys wait so long haha xD (especially you, Alee, I know you've been dieing to see this, so, HONTOUNI GOMENASAI)

Had initially planned to post this the day AFTER CF, but blogger kept denying me from uploading pics and stuff, and one day my internet died, and then I wasn't around for 5 days, so nyeh...

Moving on...

COMIC FIESTA 2009 WAS A BLAST!!

Once again, like last year, we went on the second day and reached there early and THIS TIME, we knew the way fwahahaha.
We saw a couple of girls in Jrock attire, who would later turn out to be the nice girls in one of the booths, looking around.

We went PREPARED this year, we brought LUNCH AHAHAHA!!

CF opened pretty early this year (10 something and its already opened) so we got to go in immediatly after getting our tickets.

Why yes, I DO liek doujinz 8D

This was the very interesting board riiight outside the entrance.

These were taken while waiting for our mom to get us a "full healthier lunch instead of just sandwiches" (she insisted, oh, and Hanim (fuyusuki on devart) followed my car this year)

I also TWO of my online freinds there~ 8D

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So the first thing we did once we got in, was take the board of countdown posters!!

They're really pretty

FIRST COSPLAYER OF THE DAY - Tamaki from Ouran

Lemme tell ya this, this fella here, was in-character the entire day. He wanted to steal our hearts >3

And then, while we were browsing around (we just entered), suddenly, I spotted HIBARI-SENPAI!! 8D

So I coughstalkedcough him.

He was exiting, so I chased him outside (damn he walked fast) and I was afraid I'd lose him in the crowd (therefore losing my chance at photographing my first KHR cosplayer of the day) but I *gasp* didn't know his name!!

So I called him 'Hibari-senpai' and shouted if I could take his picture.

Embarassingly, people turned around to look at me, and I was too excited to notice how crazy I was behaving (so I was really brave that morning xD).

But awesomely, 'Hibari-senpai' LET me take his pic *yey*

So I got this.

Random angel and kitty. Fyi, the dude in the kimono next to them, is a GUY.

DOLLS!! 8D

Same as last year, but the one with the bird cage wasn't there...

HELLO THAR GUNDAM PPLS AND ROXAS

This little Setsuna is, by far, the cutest I've ever seen...

And LOOKIE!! He even has a little Exia 8D

There was also this Ciel cosplayer having a violin performance. His costume is really elaborate and it took me a lot of effort to get a clear picture of this because people were EVERYWHERE and blocking everything...

See this Sebastian??

Fluffy-chan and Weiwei ended up stalking him throughout the entire day. xD

Never seen a Saber cosplayer before

ITS THAT GUY FROM HALO!!!

We thought it was a statue, but IT MOVED!!

KHR cosplayers. That Collonello was everywhere

Vocaloids!! Twin Kagamine Rens!! But wheres Len?

The violin-playing Ciel from earlier.

See that guy on the far left? Its Yuuri from Kyou Kara Maoh! 8D

I've never seen cosplay of him before, so it made me pretty happy.

These guys were pretty nice, they were so energetic!

And the two with fans, the way they opened it... whoa~

This is when we got seperated.

Fluffy-chan and Weiwei went off in search for the Asiasoft booth, so I stayed with Fuyusuki and Kin Yen to watch the solo cosplay competition.

The MCs were, once again, really AWESOME AND FUNNY.

So, this is Kin Yen. Out of all the people I've met online (and there isn't much xD), I knew him the longest .

Crap, I look so old in this pic WHY?? (haha)

Cosplay competition shots.

This guy is really cool. He tried to 'eat the audience'. 8D

HE DUCKED BEFORE I COULD GET A DECENT PIC OF HIM SLASHING THE AUDIENCE RAWR

Alice from Pandora Hearts (lookie here Moon!)

I think this is the Sebastian from earlier.

Yuuko.Her evil cackle, really DID sound like an evil cackle xD

Lenne from FFX-2

She sang 1000 words WITHOUT MUSIC infront of the crowd. And it was good

Yuuko after the competition.

oh NATSUKASHI NE~

Disney princesses LOL

'cept for the two at the bottom. xD

DOMO box monster~!!

Yuffie from FFVII:AC (hello~)

This Hibari.

He was buying posters when I saw him, and had to wait for him and his friend to finish before I got this shot xD

DO NOT BE FOOLED BY HIS COOLNESS

Later in the day, he was the most hyper on stage xDDD

Emperor Lelouch and his Knight of Zero!!

Got this while we were on lunch break.

This is Jane. She's really nice

We talked a bit when I was on my lunch break. She thinks I'm 19 lol

Oh. me. Gee!!

Is that Samurai Warriors people I see??

Well, actually I don't really recognize them. I only recognize SW's Oichi. I'm more of a Basara person xD

Zima and Dita of Chobits!!
I have never seen cosplay of them before. This made me happy~

Sho Minamoto and Shiki from Subarashii Sekai (The World Ends with You)

I thought the Sho was Yilern from Devart, but she wasn't haha...

Zima and Dita again. I missed out on their serious look.

TYL!RYOUHEI!! (KYOUUKUGEEEEEEN)

He walks EXTREMELY fast OKAY!!

I had to (litereally) run after him xD

btw, he seems to be the only Ryouhei around that day.

More dolls.

Lambo!! I admire his cowprint shirt.

Hey thar Zero.

Kagamine Rin and Len from Vocaloids. This look is probably from the Story of Evil series.

I recognize it because I just watched it a couple of weeks prior to CF xD

This big guy here is Garland from FF Dissidia 8D

He was awesome during the solo cosplay competition, I don't think I've ever laughed so much in my life xD

Fyi, I had to poke him HARD before he noticed me. Damn armor lol

This is Garland's minion

Forgot his name xD

Some guy fron FFXII. I wouldn't have known if Michelle didn't point him out.

WHich reminds me, MICHELLE WE DID NOT TAKE A PHOTO TOGETHER 0A0

This is really cute.

The C.C., Suzaku, Gokudera and Lelouch were actually watching the performance on stage when I approached them, but they were still nice enough to let me take thier pic.

Its cute because they're all from Code Geass, and suddenly, Gokudera pops out of nowhere in the middle of them xDD

Vincent Valentine from FFVII (lookie here Sarnjev!!)

I applaud this guy for his bravery in wearing thos golden shoes here.

These are the finallists for the solo cosplay competition. I had to zoom in so much just to get this pic... Damn heads.

Now, after the solo cosplay competition had ended, I saw a flash of Varia jacket from the corner of my eye. I turned around to see (ZOMGZOMG) Xanxus-sama!!! He was a judge!!

But he disappeared into the crowd as soon as I saw him!!

I was determinded to snap a photo of him, so I ended up stalking him the entire day. Once again, fangirlism has made me forget my embarrasment and I even asked a couple of strangers if they had seen a Xanxus around (heheh)

I finally spotted him when I turned around after the stage performance (Rika was singing a very nice song) and he looked very in-character! (dark, imposing, emo-ish....TALL)

Nobody was asking for his pic, so I gathered up my guts and like early that morning, asked him "Xanxus-sama, can I take a pic?"

(I couldn't BELIEVE I just called him that)But he LET me take his picture!! *w*

I was so fangirlishly happy I could've fainted on the spot (haha), my hands were freakn shaking!!

And then people started to crowd around to take his pic.

Just very proud of myself for being brave that day xDD

This Gokudera's costume was so REAL. (lookie here Moon! You can have the prop if you make it)

BEL!!! (shishishi~)

Its really real okay, I almost forgot it was cosplay!!

Love the Varia jacket

Btw, this Bel bought a Basara fanartbook, she put it down when we asked for the pic xDD

Its kinda cool because it looked like, BEL IS A BASARA FAN >DDDDD

And Squalo!!

Another Bel!!

Not sure if this was the same Bel as above,

Ack, too long post.

Part two is HERE.

Comic Fiesta 2009!! Part II

2009-12-21T00:31:00.000-08:00

[from Fluffy-chan's camera]

I think thats Grell and Undertaker from Kuroshitsuji. (thanks Fluffy)
THE NICE GIRLS MENTIONED WAAAY EARLIER!!!
Fluffy asked for their pic >DD
They have Devarts too, so I'm pimping them here
Circus-usagi here, all links are at her side.

Sakura of TRC!!
Natsukashi naa...

The Dissidia group!! I missed them but Fluffy-chan got them

I think this is D.Gray-man...

I think...

The catboy from Loveless!! (Ritsuka?)

Notice how the lighting makes it look like some sort of halo is surrounding him xDD

Sailormoon

Natsukashi naa...

Hey thar Ichigo and Hollow~ 8D

Zima and Dita again... 8D

Fluffy has a better pic of the Code Geass trio

KYOUKUGEEEEEN!!!

tEH lOCKON DOLL THAT i MISSED!! (HOLDING A hARO)

Damn caps...

Is that the Rima from last year?

[/from Fluffy-chan's camera]

Not sure where this guy is from, but he was waving at random people, then he turned around and waved at us >DD

We found him really adorable, so we just took a pic.

This is really cool. Her weapon looks so real!!

TYL!LAMBO!!

Different Lambo from before. This one poses like Lambo too >3

See? See? I got the Loveless catboy too....just with other people... ==

Oh, and hi thar, Inoue...

This was one of the best parts.

All cosplayers were asked to go on stage to do....CARAMELLDANSEN!!

There is a video of this, give ya guys later...

Why are all the shots sideways you ask?
Because I'm short, and if I stand in the middle to take the vid and pics, everyone's head will be in the way, so I was on the sidelines...

Suddenly, they started playing SNSD and SuperJunior songs, and those who knew how to dance rushed up on stage and danced.

There was chaos as everyone ran up on stage with them to get shots. I ran up too...

Unfortunately... I'm short (curses) and so I only got a few interesting shots of other heads and cosplayers instead of the dancers... ==

Haha, I thought this was a Grandes Menos from Bleach, it turned out to be that...thing from Spirited Away xDD

Personally, I think the effect here is rather good hehe...

I call this 'Spot the Reborn'. Can you see his orange fedora with Leon?

After the dance thing, I gave up coz I couldn't see anything, below stage however, I spotted this...

HI FRAN~ 8D

There were lots of KHR cosplays that day eh?

This was the dance segment. The DJs were playing random dance songs, and the cosplayers rushed up onstage once again to dance.

M-mario..??

Heyhey~ Its the Joker!!

There he is!! That Hibari!!!

He was playing airguitar with his tonfas!! GAH I wish I caught that moment...it was epic xDD

This guy is awesome okay...

Is that a stormtrooper over there?

KAZU IS THAT YOU???

DANCING GARLAND EVERYBODY!!!

If I still remeber correctly, I think it was a Brown Eyed Girls song... ROFL

Ran off a little while and caught her. I think she's from Trinity Blood.

The dancing continues...

SEE?? SEE?? AIRGUITAR!!

Aah, riight, they were playing Michael Jackson's Beat It here.

Lookit everyone, they're so energetic xD

And I think I caught Kazu and the other guy at a very appropriate moment lol

After that, they opened the stage to EVERYONE. And in the end, when almost everyone had left for home, us remaining crazy people ran up on stage.

The DJ announced that it would be the last song of the day so me, Fluffy and Weiwei ran up as well, and they played...Caramelldansen!!!

It felt awesomely awesome, we danced too. And since everyone was dancing like that, we did too. It was fun really...

Words can't express how I felt at that moment...It was too fun >DD

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Before we left, we managed to snag a couple more last minute photos of Kuroshitsuji.

On the way out. Just nnoticed the Exit sign was really adorable.

Us at the exit.

NOW.

Fluffy saw this guy and immediatly noticed that he looked like Saga.

So,, meh xDD

RASUTO PIC FROM COMIC FIESTA, SUNWAY CONVENTION CENTRE

Hey thar Lambo xDD

More cosplay pics over at Fluffy-chan's blog HERE(part1) and HERE (part2)

I also recorded the cosplayers doing Caramelldansen which Weiwei has uploaded on her youtube acc. But she put cosplayer pics in front, so go back a little if you want to skip that.

Cosplayers Caramelldansen
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It was really tiring heh...

Reached home at about 9pm xD

Late dinner, and then a shower haha

So ultimately, we stayed there from 10am to 9pm. woot~

And now, the moment you're waiting for Alee~!!

This is what I think you'd want heh, I'm sorry in advance if none of this match your tastes... xp

And sorry for getting so little, I didn't really walk the doujin booth this year, and a lot of nice stuff were sold out already...

Inside this plastic bag includes:

A FFvsXIII A3 sized poster.

A Kuroshitsuji A4 poster. Be happy okay, this is circus-usagi's last printing

A AesthRuka print

A chibi postcard from Shiroineko-sama and a fantasy postcard

And bookmarks that look freakn cool >3

Now for my stuff. Haha xD

THIS. Is my greatest buy that day.

Since almost all Basara stuff was sold out (T_T) I managed to sang this fanartbook anyway *is proud*.

We saw it quite early actually, but I didn't get it yet coz I wanted to plan a budget and since the girl said there were still lots more stock, I decided to go back later.

In the end, not even halfway through the con, I heard people asking around for 'the Kigai Basara artbook', and (gasp) there were only 10 books left??!!

I ran, yes, RAN all the way back to the booth and got my copy. >D

Yey me

Inside is even prettier~

OUR LOOT FOR THIS YEAR

I had to stand on a freakn chair to get a full pic of this xDD

So, spent less on this year's stuff actually, coz almost everything we wanted was sold out on the first day TT

Blew less than Rm50 actually haiz...

I love being at Comic Fiesta. It always make me feel like I belong.

You can talk to random strangers and fangirl with them too, and noone will judge you, because everyone there are as crazy as you.

Its a wonderful escape from real life, if you will...

Its really awesome. Let's party again next year!! >w<

COMIC FIESTA TOMORROW~~

2009-12-19T06:04:00.001-08:00

COMIC FIESTA IS FREAKN TOMORROW!!!!

Ooh Zehel, I can't wait ~!!!! >DDD

Hopes we'll see more Basara this year xD

Enrai - Radwimps Lyrics

2009-12-18T23:32:00.000-08:00

遠恋 Enkoi

~Radwimps

こんな夜に君は今何思うの?
Konna yoru ni kimi wa ima nani omou no?
ちなみに俺は後輩の女の子を
chinamini ore wa kouhai no onnanoko wo
ちょっと家まで送ってきた帰りだよ
chotto ie made okutte kita kaeri dayo
あの子たぶん俺に気があると思うなぁ
ano ko tabun ore ni kiga aruto omou naa

P.S.…　P.S.…

あら、それはどうもお疲れ様でした
ara , sore wa doumo o tsukare sama deshita
あなた下心が笑い方にモロに出るの
anata shita ga koro ga waraika ta ni moro ni deru no
だから次のチャンスがあれば気をつけなさいね
dakara tsugi no chansu ga areba ki wo tsukenasaine
あっ、そうだ　ちなみに私は今日告白されたの
atsu , souda chinamini watashi wa kyou kokuhaku saretano

遠い距離が二人近づけてく　そう思えるの
tooi kyori ga futari chikazu keteku sou omoe ru no

僕たちで見えぬこの距離を　開いたって消えぬこの意志を
boku tachi de mie nuko no kyori wo hirai tatte kie nuko no ishi wo
抱いて　またいで　くぐり抜って行こう
dai te matai de kuguri nutte iko u

笑ったってどこか悲しくて　怒ったってどこか切なくて
waratta tte dokoka kanashi kute ikatta tte dokoka setsuna kute
きっといつもどっかに君がいる
kitto itsumo dokka ni kimi ga iru

今日指輪を外して出かけてみたら
kyou yubiwa wo hazushi te deka kete mitara
財布は忘れる　仕事は遅れる　雨は降るでもう散々でした
saifu wa wasureru shigoto wa okure ru ame wa furu demou sanzan deshita
恐るべき怨念ですね　だけどもそんな　あなたの
osoru beki onnen desu ne dake domo sonna anata no

大切さを教えてくれるのはこの「距離」です
taisetsu sa wo oshie tekureru no wa kono ( kyori ) desu
だってこの距離を無限にすら感じるのです
datte kono kyori wo mugen nisura kanjiru no desu
悔しいけどこの気持ちがあなたを好き
kuyashi ike doko no kimochi ga anata wo suki
な何よりもの証明なの
na nani yorimono shoumei na no

君が目にするものを僕は見れない　そんな日々だとて
kimi ga me ni suru mono wo boku wa mire nai sonna hibi da tote
僕にしか君に見せれぬものを日々探す
boku nishika kimi ni mise renumono wo hibi sagasu

憎んだこの二人の距離が　いつしかこの二人の想いを
nikun dako no futari no kyori ga itsushika kono futari no omoi wo
ずんぐりむっくり　育ててくれた
zungurimukkuri sodate te kureta

見えるものにすがるこの日々よ　見えない君に救われる僕を
mieru mono nisugaru kono hibi yo mie nai kimi ni suku wareru boku wo
何て言って笑ってくれたっていいよ
nante itsutte waratte kuretatte ii yo

隣にいたらこの尊さも　失ってしまうなら
tonari nii tara kono mikoto samo utte shimaunara
いっそ僕はこの距離と君と三人でいいよ
isso bokuha kono kyori to kun to sannin deiiyo

僕たちで誓う　この距離が開いたって消えぬこの意志は
boku tachide chikau kono kyori ga hirai tatte kie nu kono ishi wa
いつも　今日も　明日も明後日も
itsumo kyou mo ashita mo myougonichi mo

さしあたって僕はあの彦星　言うなれば君は織姫星
sashiatatte boku wa ano hikoboshi iu nareba kun ha shoku hime hoshi
ジャンでケンでポンで勝ったほうが
jande ken de pon de katta houga
川渡って会いにいくことにしよう
kawa tabi tte ai ni iku koto nishi you

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~~Datesana~~NICONICO VIDS MADE ME MOVE RADWIMPS.
This was my first Radwimps song >3

Comic Fiesta Mandatory Question !!

2009-12-18T04:33:00.000-08:00

ALRIGHT PEOPLE, YOU'VE READ THE TITLE!!!

Comic Fiesta 2009
Time: 11am - 7pm
Location: Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre
Site: http://comicfiesta.org

NOW WHO'S GOING?? 8D

chatbox is over at the sidebar, drop a comment there or here :)

Alice Nine new style -White Period-... ?

2009-12-17T07:22:00.000-08:00

Katori found this first, (go thank her at her blog) I just wanted to do my own comment on it.

So.
Alice Nine new style for White Period?

In this one, I actually kind of like it xD
-Shou looks more...I dunno, awesome (especially his EYES!!), and I think dark hair suits him better.
-Nao, looks like Nao haha
-Tora is PRETTY now 8D (though I do miss the purple streaks)
-Saga, is Saga as usual
-Pon, DOESN'T LOOK LIKE PON AT ALL XD He looks more mature now wao~
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Here however...
-Shou, still looks awesum
-Tora, still pretty *w*
-Pon, 1 word popped into my head when I saw this. LOLITA
- Saga, LOOKS LIKE GACKT!! omgee, its kinda cool in a way
-Nao, looks cute with pink srsly xDD

FINAL FANTASY XIII FINALLY RELEASED - 17.12.2009

2009-12-17T05:28:00.000-08:00

AFTER 3 LONG YEARS OF WAITING, ITS FINALLY HERE!!

And oh lookie, something leaked out already 8D

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So now, we wait for the next (longlonglong) release : Final Fantasy Versus XIII~!

Went to...

2009-12-14T06:15:00.000-08:00

...KLCC yesterday coz my parents want to take pictures of Christmas decorations.
This post is supposed to contain said pictures taken, but they're still in my dad's PC, and I haven't taken it.

So, that is beside the point.

Once again, as per usual, headed straight for Kinokuniya. And guess what I saw there this time.

Y'know, somtimes I hate going to Kinokuniya, because its full of stuff that I want, but I can't get them coz its so freakishly expensive. Its like SELFTORTURE. T__T

So, anyway....

Code Geass artbooks, side by side. Its MUTUALITY HOSHIZ!!! And whats even better, is that though the Japanese imported one costs Rm119, the chinese translated version only costs Rm48.15. There.
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Problem was, I didn't BRING ENOUGH MONEY... T^T
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Heartbroken, we prance over to the magazine section, and I saw this baby...

ACK!! ITS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!!
It was so tempting, I could've bought it immediatly right there and then!!! (last book too)
I hate being broke... ==
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OO FLUFFY-CHAN~ GUESS WHAT I SAW~~ 8D

Also, Gackt cover!!

And HOSHIZ featuring Alice Nine!!! and ON/OFF. I was happy. Truly I was.
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And then, THIS ...

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So after having my fangirl heart broken (and crushed, mind you, I really wanted those magazines), we turned a corner to find, THIS ...

Not 1 Basara...

Not 2 Basara..... but 3!!!

Kufufu, heard Basara is pretty popular over in Japan now, so heres hoping there'll be loads of Basara stuff during Comic Fiesta yey~ 8D
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Oh, and one last thing :

Then, I checked the Basara community, and realised it was already announced sometime ago...
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DAMMIT AM I THE LAST PERSON IN THE FANDOM TO KNOW THIS?????
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Random post is random. ('v')b

OTP SINCE 2007

2009-12-13T05:29:00.000-08:00

I knew them from BASARA (the game) during 2007.

BASARA (the anime) made me love them all over again xD

^Date Masamune -Dokuganryuu-
^ Sanada Yukimura

Fyi, this has been my longest otp in anime fandom. xp

Final Fantasy XIII Release Countdown : 8

2009-12-09T06:14:00.000-08:00

Final Fantasy XIII

Release date : 17 December 2009

8 more days!!

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Oerba Dia Vanille .

There is this scene in the new trailer, whereby Lightning and co were on this floating glass platform. After a moment, Lightning says, "lets jump".

Vanille's reaction was really adorable.

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Final Fantasy XIII Release Countdown : 9

2009-12-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

FFXIII - Lightning and her sister, Serra
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Final Fantasy XIII
Release date : 17 December 2009
9 more days!!
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A little late today, had piano class after my part-time job. So this was kinda rushed.

Final Fantasy XIII Release Countdown :10

2009-12-07T01:46:00.000-08:00

FFXIII - Lightning

Release Date : 17 December 2009

10 more days

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ITS FINALLY COMING OUT AFTER 3 LONG YEARS OF WAITING WOOO~!!!!

Also, this is my first finished piece done with the tablet and Corel Painter Essentials 4.

Yoroshiku ne~ 8D

I FINALLY HAVE A TABLET!!!!! 8D

2009-12-05T04:52:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY HAVE A DRAWING TABLET~!!!!! 8D

Wacom Bamboo Fun, got it at Low Yat Plaza.
Its not the new model, but I'm happy enough~

OO YESH, I CAN DRAW NOW >D

Sankyuu mom and dad~ :D

To my imouto-san, Weiweishi

2009-12-03T03:05:00.000-08:00

...because you wouldn't shut up about it...HERE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU FAG!!! XD

Enjoy being 14~!

Art Rec - Rells (at) Deviantart

2009-12-02T04:27:00.000-08:00

I will not be an art freak if I don't share the love!

Anyway, today, I rec the wonderful artwork of Rells from deviantart.
Below are 5 of her artworks.

Its BEAUTIFUL!! From her comments, she said that she uses watercolors.
And damn good she is at that.

See what you like? Head over HERE to give her comments and see more of her pretty art!

"Kaien/Ameagari, what do you POSSBILY listen to if you don't listen to English songs??" Prt1

2009-12-01T07:16:00.000-08:00

To all the people out there who are curious to what songs I listen to, I bring you, my playlist.

Mind you, English songs aren't the only songs out there, you know?

Bleach Playlist
(as of 1st Dec 09)(Constantly shuffled)

# Alones ~ Aqua Timez
# D-Techno Life ~ UVERWorld
# Sky Chord ~ Tsuji Shion
# After Dark ~ Asian KungFu Generation
# Velonica ~ Aqua Timez
# Shoujo S ~ SCANDAL
# Koyoi, Tsuki ga Miezutomo ~ Porno Graffitti
# Will of the Heart [OST]
# Movin! ~ Takacha
# Hanabi ~ Ikimonogakari
# Memories in the Rain [ost]
# Never MEant to Belong [ost]
# Hitohira no Hanabira ~ Stereopony
# Tsumasaki ~ Ore Ska Band
# Ichirin no Hana ~ HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR
# Tonight, Tonight, Tonight ~ Beat Crusaders
# Asterik ~ Orange Range
# Orange ~ Lil\'B
# Life ~ YUI
# Ditty for Daddy [ost]
# My Pace ~ SunSet Wish
# Ichirin no Hana ~Huge Hollow Mix~
# On the Precipice of Defeat [ost]
# Nothing can be Explained [ost]
# Sen no Yoru wo Koete ~ Aqua Timez
# Chu-Bura ~ Kelun
# Battle Ignition [ost]
# Kawaranai Kotoba
# Zan
# Guitar Test [FtB ost]
# DaiDai ~ Chatmonchy
# Hikari no Rock ~ Sambomaster
# Houkiboshi ~ Younha
# Let Go ~ m-flo loves Yoshiko
# Niji ~ Aqua Timez

Didn't I just waste 10 minutes of your life? 8D
Up next; Jrock Playlist, KHR playlist

Current timetable

2009-12-01T05:27:00.000-08:00

I have to mention, I found a job. (Because constantly posting lyrics to make up excuses for lack of posts, are, well, NOT what a blog is for)

I need the money for the upcoming Comic Fiesta (planning to sweep up as many doujins and merch as I can. Aiming for KHR and Bleach this year. And cosplay pics. Lets not forget that 8D).

Nothing much, really. I'm just babysitting a couple of neighbour's kids with my sister until their mom gets off for her lunch break then take them over to their grandmother's house. Nothing stressful either.

Except for said little kids bitching up at every possible moment. I think my blood pressure will reach its peak by the time I'm done with them. And thats saying something, coz I'm very sure I don't HAVE a blood pressure. Yet.

Tution is starting tomorrow too... Haiz...

Lately, my timetable has been like this:

7.15am : Slams snooze button on alarm (aka my phone) Something mention worthy, Headache Man is a great song to get you to wake up.
7.45am: Finally wakes up
8.00am: Waits for kids to arrive
8.15am - 1.15pm: Dumps large amounts of homework on them and teach them if they don't get it. Also give them breaks to play and socialize. With each other of course.
Rest of day: Computer time. In between is a couple of tution classes, housework, piano classes and the occasional (threatened-to-do-or-else) 'revision' squeezed in.
11.00pm: Yelled at to sleep
12.00am: Finally turns off Hollow and head to bedroom
12.15-1.30am: Draws in bedroom. I make do with my file as a table and I push the eraser shavings to a piece of paper. Aren't I so resourceful?
1.35am: Sets alarm to 7.15am. Finally tired. Sleeps
7.15am: Repeats cycle

Seriously, I can't give up drawing, even if I don't have enough time a day.
6 hours or less of sleep a day is just something to get used to then.

KHR doodles

2009-11-30T07:07:00.000-08:00

*roars* I bring KHR fanart!!
Nah, just something to prove that I'M STILL DRAWING IN TEH HOLIDAYS.
Seriously

So. Boss!Tsuna there. I just HAD. It was too awesome to pass up.

And the Marshmellow fanboy himself, Byakuran.
Oh lookie-dee, I made him EBIL SMILE.
I'm proud of this, coz I didn't use an eraser AT ALL for this entire pic. *does an imitation of Owl!Mukuro* 8D

I realised that I draw better when I'm simply doodling around, compared to when I plan a picture and painstakingly try to convert it to paper. They usually end up looking like crap while my doodles look more like presentable stuff...

Interesting...

Collab Artwork

2009-11-30T05:13:00.000-08:00

Collab artwork with Moon and uh.. *peers at signature* Harvest. (Dunno what you want to be called onlne >_<)

Yes, I finally remembered to post it. Yey me.

This one is a collab with only Moon.

Before I Decay - the Gazette [lyrics]

2009-11-30T05:00:00.000-08:00

Before I Decay

~the Gazette

This is the same as a game not having an end

Nounashi no kuchi tatakitte yatsu wo genjitsu de nejifuse

ameisensou naraberu muchi wo tsubuse

Before I Decay

Please abadon instinct

I was stuck in a loop of vicious circle

It was a mistake to have entrusted you

I die at abnormal speed

This is the same as a maze not having an end

fuhen no ningen shinri

Only the rumor is splendid

Disappear with a sexual--

You sold even us to protect oneself

You are powerless than anyone

Watch me...

Kuri kaesu tame ni, mata waraeba ii no?

Kuri kaesu tame ni, mou...

I cannot laugh

Before I Decay

Please abandon instinct

I was stuck in a loop of vicious circle

It was a mistake to have entrusted you

It was a mistake...

Before I Decay Translation

This is the same as a game not having an end

Push the guys with incompetent mouths down with reality

Waste the ignorance that sets up arguments that achieve nothing

Before I Decay

Please abandon instinct

I was stuck in a loop of vicious circle

It was a mistake to have entrusted you

I die at abnormal speed

This is the same as a maze not having an end

The mentality of people that cannot be changed

Only the rumor is splendid

Disappear with a sexual--

You sold even us to protect oneself

Watch me...

So I can repeat it, should I laugh again?

So I can repeat it again...

I cannot laugh

Before I Decay

Please abandon instinct

I was stuck in a loop of a vicious circle

It was a mistake to have entrusted you

It was a mistake...

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"You sold even us to protect yourself..... It was a mistake"

Lyrics and translation from Gazette_Lyrics.

Last Cross - Mitsuoka Masami [Lyrics]

2009-11-30T04:34:00.000-08:00

Last Cross

~Mitsuoka Masami

Nee, futari wa gunzen deau unmei nanka ja nakatta
Anata ga saigo ni nigekonda basho ga
Tada watashi datta no kamoshinrenai
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Soredemo sore ga hitsuzen no hajimari datta
Houmutta itsuka no kioku no kakeratach ga
Iroaseru koto sae mo mada dekinai mama ni
Imademo kawarazu ni omoidashiteru
Kitto subete ga itsuka tsunagariette kienai you ni to
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Sabitsuite iru konna jidai naka de
Itsi datte watashi wa koko kara inotteru
Mou kore ga saigo de aru you ni to
Anata wo kurushimaseru subete no MONO ni hayaku owari ga kuru you ni to
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Nee, futari de chikatta hi nno mabushiku hagayui eien
Hontou wa donna mono yori ibitsu datta koto
Sou hajime kara kizuite ita no
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Arukidasu sono saki jyuujika wo seotte iku koto
Shittetemo dareyori asu wo misueru tame ni
Nanika ga sotto koware hajimete shimau mae ni
Itsudemo hanasanai you nigirishimeta
Kitto subete ga itsuka kasanariatte omoeru you ni to
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Sabitsuite iru konna keshiki no naka de
Dare datte kirameki o zutto sagashiteru
SOu kitto asu was hokoreru you ni to
Anata o shiawase ni suru subete no MONO ga watashi no chikaku ni aru you ni to
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Sabitsuite iru konna jidai no naka de
Itsu datte watashi wa koko kara inotteru
Mou kore ga saigo de aru you ni to
Anata wo kurushimaseru subete no MONO ni hayaku owari ga kuru you ni to

Last Cross Translation

Hey, we weren't fated to meet by chance
I probably happened to be
the last place you took refuge in
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Still, that was the begining of the inevitable
The buried shards of memories from the past
Unable to fade away even yet
I still remember wothout change
Someday everything will overlap, hoping it won't disappear
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During a rusted era like this
I'll always be praying from here
Hoping that this will be the end
"That all things tormenting you will come to an end soon"
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Hey, the radiant vexed eternity of the day we promised each other
I knew from the begining that
it was actually more distorted than anything else
-
To be carrying a cross from hereafter as I walk out
Although I know that, in order to gaze at the future more than anyone
Before something begins to break without a sound
I held on tightly so I won't let go
"someday everything will overlap, hoping I can feel that way"
-
In a rusted scenery like this
Everyone searches for this radiance forever
Hoping to be proud tomorrow
"That all things that will make you happy will be close to me"
-
During a rusted era like this
I'll always be praying from here
Hoping that this will be the end
"That all things tormenting you will come to an end soon"

-----

Lyrics and translation from Gendou

Another artbook

2009-11-29T06:44:00.000-08:00

Bleach this time.

Sankyuu Fluffy-chan for picking it up for me.

Just wondering...

2009-11-28T06:34:00.000-08:00

ViViD no Shin...

He looks (a little) like Alice Nine no Shou....

ViViD's music style reminds me of Alice Nine (no shit)
Shin's lyric-writing ability (judging from 69-II) reminds me of the Gazette
Ruki writes the lyrics in Gazette.

So....

Shin is Shou and Ruki's..... long lost son?

*is shot*

NOT TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY

Easy Go - Kazuki Kato [lyrics]

2009-11-28T06:04:00.000-08:00

Easy Go

~Kazuki Kato

Hitogomi ni magireteru kimi no koe wa kikoeteru n da

Kousaten no mannaka mirai no chizu sagashiteru n da

Kanawanai yume wa nai shinkita sora no mukou

EASY GO de ikouze egaite mirai e

Dare mo shiranai kimi dake no yume dakishimete

Yoru no mukou ni nani ga fuan darake no toki mo aru sa

Tatoe muri da toshite mo nani mo shinakerya ZERO no mama sa

Mawari wa ki ni sezu fumidasou kabe no mukou

EASY GO de ikouze mada minu sekai e

Mata taorete mo ugokidasu MY HEART tomaranai

Asu e mukatte jibun no PACE de

I WANNA GO AND FIND MYSELF ichido dake no CHANCE

Nayan de nayami nuite jibun mitsukereba ii

Furikaerazu ni shinjita michi o susume yo

Hajimaru no wa ima

Itsuka kanarazu tadori tsukeru sa

Dare mo shiranai kimi dake no yume dakishimete

Asu e mukatte jibun no PACE de

I WANNA GO AND FIND MYSELF ichido dake no CHANCE

Tsukami tore EASY GO NOW

Hitogomi ni magireteru kimi no keo wa kikoeteru n da

Easy Go Translation

I can hear your voice thats slipping into the crowd

I'm searching for the map of the future in the centre of the intersection

I believed in dreams always coming true on the other side of the sky!

Lets go with EASY GO! To the drawn future

Embracing your only dream that no one knows about

What is there beyond the night? There are times filled with anxiety

Even if its impossible, if we don't do anything, it will stay ZERO

Not caring about whats around us, lets step beyond the wall

Lets go with EASY GO to the unseen world...

Even if I fall down again my heart that started to beat won't be stopped

Going toward the future with my PACE

I WANNA GO AND FIND MYSELF just one chance

Grab hold of it! EASY GO NOW

Being worried, to be done worrying, it would be nice if I can find myself

Without looking back, I advanced on a path I believed in

Now is when it begins

Someday you can definitely reach it

Embracing your only dream that no one knows about

Going toward the future with my pace

I WANNA GO AND FIND MYSELF just one chance

Grab hold of it! EASY GO NOW

I hear your voice thats slipping into the crowd.

-------

"I hear your voice still"

Lyrics from gendou

69-II - ViViD [lyrics]

2009-11-25T07:13:00.000-08:00

69-II

~ViViD

It asked myself susumu shika nakute

Answer is not found yami no naka e

It asked myself nani wo motomeru no?
answer is not found wakaranakute

Tsuyoku tsuyoku negatta "mu" na asu nado konakute mo ii

kaziekirenai omoi afuredasu

Gamushara ni hashiritsuzuketa hi furikaereba soko ni wa nani mo nai

Hitosuji no hikari mo mienaku naru So I was broken

Kazoekirenai itami sae "akashi" ni omoete

Itsuka miageta sora amari ni tookute

habataku koto sura dekinakute

Yume no naka no KANARIA wa utau koto wo wasure

Itsuka miageta sora amari ni kirei de

Habataku koto sura dekinakute

It asked myself nani wo motomeru no?

Answer is not found wakaranakute

Fukaku fukaku inotta mou yume nado minakute mo ii

Osaekirenai yowasa hai ni naru

Kurayami ni nobashitsuzuketa te demo nani wo tsukameba ii no ka

Hitosuji no hikari mo mienaku naru So I was broken

Kazoekirenai itami sae "akashi" ni omoete

Itsuka miageta sora amari ni tookute habataku koto sura dekinakute

Yume no naka no KANARIA wa utau koto wo wasure

Itsuka miageta sora amari ni kirei de Habataku koto sura dekinakute

69-II English Translation

It asked myself, I can only go on Answer is not found into the dark

It asked myself What do I want? Answer is not found I don't understand

Strongly, strongly I wished even if the "meaningless" tomorrow doesn't come

The countless emotions overflow

The days I continued running recklessly If I looked back there would be nothing

I ended up not being able to see the beams of light So I was broken

I can only think of the countless pain as a "proof"

The sky I looked up to someday is too far away and I even forgot how to fly

The canary in my dream has forgotten how to sing

The sky I looked up to someday is too beautiful and I even forgot how to fly

It asked myself What do I want?

Answer is not found I don't understand

Deeply, deeply I prayed Its olay if I can't see any dreams anymore

The weakness that doesn't stop crushing me will turn into ash

The hands that kept reaching for darkness But it won't it be okay if they grasped anything

I end up not being able to see the beams of light So I was broken

I can only think of the countless pain as a "proof"

The sky I looked up to someday is too far away and I even forgot how to fly

The canary in my dream has gorgotten how to sing

The sky I looked up to someday is too beautiful and I even forgot how to fly

---

Lyrics and translation from Wing Broken Angels - ViViD Support.

NYEHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYEHEHEY

2009-11-25T06:09:00.000-08:00

Finally caught up with (currently) 160 episodes of Katekyo Hitman Reborn!.
Waiting for episode 161 now.

Say, anyone knows what time it'll be here when its 8pm over in California?
I wanna catch the live streaming.

Truths of Life

2009-11-24T00:16:00.000-08:00

1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.

2. All idiots, after reading #1, will try it.

3. And discover that #1 is a lie.

4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.

5. You soon will show this to another idiot.

6. There's still a stupid smile on your face

Gotcha. xD

New Wallpaper - 23rd November 2009

2009-11-22T23:15:00.000-08:00

Changed wallpaper again.
Its pretty~

FIRST FOOL'S MATE

2009-11-21T05:00:00.000-08:00

Bought this a couple of months back, but never got to posting. Finally took some pics that day, so here it is

MY FIRST ISSUE OF FOOL'S MATE (where'd you think I knew about ViViD from, eh? xD)

Damn expansive, but hey, Alice Nine is on the cover, so...

KHR Picture Dump

2009-11-21T03:37:00.000-08:00

To celebrate my new fandom/obsession, I present, a picture dump.

Sometimes

2009-11-20T07:06:00.000-08:00

...I'm afraid to think
Because I'm paranoid
that someone around me
can read my mind
and therefore
will know
what I'm thinking about

I don't like that

So sometimes
I suddenly freeze and blank out
its not because I'm blur or fell asleep
I'm just trying
to distract my mind
and divert its attention to something else

(I especially like to think of music then)

at the cost
of my everyday common sense
and observation skills

just so I can save
a random mind reader
from my mind

(its a weird place
you don't want to know whats there)

---
I like this style of writing.

Shigure Souen Ryuu ep 124 aka Yamamoto cool FAIL

2009-11-20T04:51:00.000-08:00

BAAM

*snickers* lololololololol

Ouch. Guranteed broken cheek bone...

I'm sorry I laughed Yamamoto, but..but... that was really lol-able.

I didn't mean to, your Shigure Souen Ryuu was cool and all, but the crashing into wall thing...

Again, I'm sorry I laughed. xD

Poor Yamamoto...

PS, KHR = New obsession

DOMINOES FAIL

2009-11-20T04:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, we decided to try out that new Dominoes in BSD for lunch. (yes people, the one next to McDonald's)

We ordered teh Banana Kaya Desert (its really good, try it).
But when it came, it HAD no bananas!! (gasp)

And the FAIL came round, when the cashier asked "Do you want bananas on your Banana Kaya Desert?"

=___=

Hitobashira Alice [Lyrics]

2009-11-19T06:35:00.000-08:00

Hitobashira Alice

(Video)(Katekyo Hitman Reobrn Ver - [1][2])

"Aru tokoro ni, chiisa na yume ga arimashita. Dare ga mita no ka wakaranai, sore wa chiisa na yume deshita. Chiisa na yume wa omoishita.

Kono mama kiete iku no wa iya da.

Dousurebe, hito ni boku o mite morareru darou.

Chiisa na yume wa kangaete kangaete, so shite tsui ni omoitsukimashita.

Ningen o jibun no naka ni mayoikomasete, sejai o tsukurasereba ii to."

Ichibanme ARISU wa isamashiku ken o katate ni, fushigi no kuni

Iroonna mono o kirisutete makka na michi o shiite itta.

Sonna ARISU wa, mori no oku

Tsumibito no you ni tojikomerarete

Mori ni dekita michi igai ni, kanojo no sei o shiru sube wa nashi

Nibanme ARISU wa otonashiku yta o utatte, fushigi no kuni

Ironna oto o afuresasete kurutta sekai o umidashita

Sonna ARISU wa, bara no hana

Ikareta otoko ni uchikorosarete

Makka na hana o ichirin sakase minna ni mederare karete yuki

Sanbanme ARISU wa osanai ko kirei na sugata de, fushigi no kuni

Ironna hito o madowasete okashi na kuni o tsukuriageta

Sonna ARISU wa, kuni no joou

Ibitsu na yume ni toritsukarete

Kuchiyuki karada ni obienagara, kuni no chouten ni kunrin suru

Mori no komichi o tadottari bara no ki no shita de ochakai

O-shiro kara no shoutaijou wa HAATO no TORANPU

Yonbanme ARISU wa futago no ko koukishin kara fushigi no kuni

Ironna tobira o kugurinukete tsuisakki yatte kita bakari

Ki no tsuyoi ane to, kashikoi otouto

Ichiban ARISU ni chikatta kedo

Futari no yume wa, samenai mama, fushigi no kuni o samayotta

Hitobashira Alice Translation

Human Sacrifice Alice

"Somewhere, there was a tiny dream. Such a tiny dream it was,
No one knew who had dreamt it. The tiny dream began to think.
'I don't want to disappear this way.
How can I make people dream of me?'
The tiny dream thought and thought, and then came up with an idea.
'I'll make humans get lost in me, and let them create the world.'

The first Alice bravely entered Wonderland, sword in hand

Cutting down countless creatures, she left a bright red path in her wake

That Alice is in the forest

Locked away like a crminal

Aside from the path she made in the forest, there is no sign that she existed

The second Alice meekly sang a song in Wonderland

Spreading out countless notes, he gave birth to a mad world

That Alice was a rose

Shot down by a madman

He makes one bright red flower bloom, and withers all who admire him

The third Alice was a beautiful figure in Wonderland

Deceiving countless people, she created a stramge country

That Alice was the country's queen

Possessed by a warped dream

Fearing her decaying body, she ruled fromthe summit of the country

Following the small path through the forest, having tea beneath the rosebush

The invitation card from the palace was the Ace of Hearts

The fourth Alice was twin children, entering Wonderland out of curiosity

Passing through countless doors though they had only just arrived

A stubborn sister, an intelligent brother

They came close to finding the first Alice, but...

They won't wake up from thier dream. They're lost in Wonderland

Sakura Addiction - Kondo Takeshi vs Toshinobu Iida [Lyrics]

2009-11-19T00:52:00.000-08:00

Sakura Addiction

~ Kondo Takeshi vs Toshinobu Iida

(Hibari Kyouya vs Rokudo Mukuro) *together

Sakura saku, mai ochiru, nanimo nai, boku no te no ue

Hakanakute, yasashikute, kowaresou, kimi mitaina hana

Itsumono kaisatsu wo, surinukete iku ano kowa sou

Kagayaku me wo shite, mainichi nanika tsukami totte yukunnda

Boku wa to ieba, nanimo nai mainichi kurikaeshite
Hieta kokoro mottessa, hanasaku shunkan sagashite me wo tojiru

Sakura saku, mai ochiru, nanimo nai, boku no te no ue

Hakanakute, yasashikute, kowaresou, kimi mitaina hana

Yogoreta SPIKE nara, kokoro no okuni shimai konda

Korede iindayo to? Sugi iku haruno nigemichi sagashiterun darou

Nakushite akirameta BALL

Mitsukete kureta no wa kimisashite

Haruga kuru, saki hokoru, GROUND ga, kazeni yureru

Fumishimete, nakidashita, koboresou, kimi mitai na hana

Kokoni aru, wasure mono, tori ni kita, boku no te no ue

Hakanakute, yasashikute, kowaresou, kimi mitai na hana

Sakura Addiction Translation

The sakura blossoms and flutters down on my empty hand
Fleeting, gentle, I'm afraid it might break, this flower that is just like you

That child who slips through the gates as usual
Grabs something each day with shining eyes

For me, I repeat nothingness everyday
And with a frozen heart, I close my eyes looking for the moment when the flowers will bloom

The sakura blossoms and flutters down on my empty hand

Fleeting, gentle, I'm afraid it might break, this flower that is just like you

I put away the dirty spike deep inside my heart

And you're just searching for the escape route of spring, saying this will do, aren't you?

The ball I lost and gave up on

You were the one who found it for me

Spring comes, blossoms and prides, the ground that is sayed by the wind

Is stepped on firmly, bursts out crying, it looks like it might overflow, the flower that is just like you

I'm here to retrieve the forgotten thing on my hand

Fleeting and gentle, I'm afraid it might break, the flower that is just like you

---

Lyrics and translation from gendou and here.

UPDATE

2009-11-19T00:49:00.000-08:00

Jeh, feels like FOREVER since I actually updated this place, so I will now bombard this place with...stuff... to make up for the lack of postings. xD

Yey.

[Edit] to Griver-san, I'm fine, thanks for asking. Just needed to say something ^^

Sometimes

2009-11-08T04:00:00.000-08:00

I feel lonely.
Even when I'm surrounded by many people.

I don't know why...

Gazechibis

2009-11-08T03:49:00.000-08:00

GAZECHIBIS~!!!

(this way -->) Kai, Reita and Ruki.

I'm very happy at how Reita came out xD

Eh, no Aoi or Uruha, coz they came out...wrong, I'm embarassed to show it out here, so nyeh.

HIBIRD!!!

2009-11-08T03:45:00.000-08:00

Damn cute >3