Oh people beside me in the computer lab who are downloading Devil May Cry

I wish I could just squeal and jump up and fangirl with you guys and then we'd talk about Devil May Cry gameplay and we'd somehow become friends when you hear that I've played it too and we'll spend hours watching each other play DMC and more hours looking through my folder fro DMC fanart and we'll laugh at all the DMC jokes and we'd reference it in real life.

But we won't because me fangirling will scare the shit out of you guys and I have an image to keep.

Wish you guys could see this though because I'm so lonely that there isn't a single otaku here with me in college and there isn't any jrock/visual kei fan here. Life is so lonely sucks.

Jealous of you people

Everwhere I go everyone I meet seems to be living their dreams.

They teach because they like to teach.
They sing because they like to sing.
They dance because they like to dance.
They want to be dentists because they like teeth.
They want to be doctors because they think intestines are awesome.
They are photographers because they like to take pictures.
They want to be enginneers because building things are fun.

And they have all the love and support of their family members.

While me and a couple of people I know, want to draw because we love to draw.
We want to draw because we love to dream.

But we can't because apparently it won't support us and there is no market and it won't make us successful and we won't earn money.

So we just shrink back into a corner and draw and draw and sometimes when we have no time we neglect it completely and this guilt, this lonliness, this jealousy eats us up slowly on the inside as we watch you, the people who get to live your dream while for us it will forever be just one thing and nothing else. It will forever be a Dream. Out of reach.

Jealous of you, for being able to live your dream.

A cafe?

We went to this place called Moe D Cafe yesterday.

We actually went for Shabu Shabu for dinner, then went down to that place.

Waitressess were wearing sailorfuku and guys look like they were cosplaying Shizu-chan.

There were manga at the side too, its like a otaku cafe 8D

But not too happy bout the disco music, made it seem like a pub =3=

First time going to places like above, so was kinda excited. Will post more bout dinner that day after +0 has uploaded all the photos.

The day it rained so heavily

these things collapsed. It was supposed to be standing up btw.

This was on Thursday right outside the labs in college.

I didn't give up drawing

Its not really that I've stopped drawing, not that I've fully intergrated into college life.

Its just that now I reach home at about 7pm everyday, and after dinner and shower and stuff, its already 8 something. I go online to check my emails and do any unfinished homework, then by the time I feel like I could draw, it'd be time to go offline.

So I think it'll be traditional art lately, but by the time I reach my bed, I read a few library books I have to return, and by then I'm already sleepy.

In the end, I can only update my devart and stuff (and actually draw something complete) during the weekends.

I'm just doodling things not fit for display usually.

I'll never give up drawing, you should know that.

Durarara episode 25

When will you be available online?? I wanna watch it so badly ;A;

I am annoyed

I dislike you, Person.

I am annoyed at you, who apparently studies the whole day, sleeps at 9pm, only to wake up again at 2am to study, AGAIN.

I've got nothing against you doing that, but I'd appreciate it if you don't rub it in my face because I don't need to hear shit like this when I still haven't completely woken up yet.

Just because you do that doesn't make you smart, just so you know, and don't sound all smug and all when I say I don't study much eventhough I'm up late.

Shut up, you. I live how I want and how I study, is none of your fucking business. I don't want to stress my brain out because, unlike you, I do have a life online that I must tend to, you know.

Maybe you've been feeding off stress so much you don't even understand what was I saying.

Oh, and if you don't believe in the supernatural, then keep your fucking opinions to yourself, and don't try to change the way I think.

And try to shut up because nobody wants to listen to you repeat everything you say without even pausing to listen to others' responses so early in the morning.

Especially me.

Screw you, Person. You irritate me.

Its a bit funny how life works

Remember this post? December 13 2008

Back then I was ranting bout how much I wanted the CLAMP x Code Geass : Mutuality artbook.
Didn't have enough money or something too back then.

And now, 2 years later, I own the artbook.
And I didn't even searched for it, it just popped up in front of me when I went to the store.

Wow. I feel like, so much time has passed already. When I look back.

BEHOLD

AS YOUR RAPTOR OVERLORD RETURNS FROM HIBERNATION.

Revamping blog, and swearing to post more often.

And also will deliver my annual Comic Fiesta report. orz

BRB

WIll post bout Comic Fiesta 2010

...when I have the chance. Lol

IN THE MEANTIME, I heard the E@theCurve has this Jpop-Kpop dance competition + Cosplay competition = mini anime con.

Will try to see if I can bluff my way there coming Saturday.

back again

Trying to be more active again back here xp

*realises have not done the Comic Fiesta 2010 report yet OAO*