Hiding from Reality: March 2009

Sunday, March 29, 2009

DISTRESS AND COMA Translations

Whee~! Then translations are out~

And since I'm just looking for something to post now... I translated it to chinese. Also to make sure I don't forget how to write in it. Wohoo~

I tried to keep most of the kanji in the chinese translations. Hope it doesn't sound wierd.

English translations originaly form here. Chinese by me.

DISTRESS AND COMA - the Gazette
Video here.

English Translation

Until your distress sleeps…Fill me up with your grief

Hello…dear my bride. What is it that you're looking at?
Not even butterflies that have fallen to the floor can be gathered up in those eyes.

What I want to forget is that too-white suffering. The wound that convinces you I believe in you won't die away.

I dance, dance, dance when I'm allowed to sleep. These unrelenting tears...
Killing my voice in these hands that shake weakly, I drop my lips down to you.

Hello…dear my bride. Your footsteps are scorched.
Somehow, it must be necessary that they’re already becoming a ringing in my ears.

The breath I let out without thinking runs across my skin. On a restrained, swaying sword, your smile...
What I want to forget is that too-white suffering. The wound that convinces you I believe in you won't die away.

In my emaciated dreams, this moment I can't wake up from is reflected. God, even sadness...
If you will answer that you’re genuine, then I don't mind getting hurt.

Don't forget it, that I was captivated by you who knows pain.

Right here, goodnight.

I dance, dance, dance until I'm able to sleep. These unrelenting tears...
Every time I close my heart off when there's nothing left, when it feels like I'll wither away…
In my emaciated dreams, I sing “one more time”. God, even sadness...
If you will answer that this is you, yourself, then I don't mind getting hurt.

In these dreams that should end, our goodbye is blooming.

Chinese translation

Until your distress sleeps Fill me up with your grief

Hello dear my bride 你见到的是什么
散在床下的蝴蝶也不会被你眼拾起

要忘的是那太过白的痛苦那让你以为我相信你的伤不会消失

踊啊，踊啊，踊到我能眠下为止这些止不住的泪...
在虚弱地震着的手中杀了我的声音嘴唇落到你那儿

Hello dear my bride 你足下在烧着
耳边呜个不停，应该已变成了必要

无意中吐出的气息沿着我肌肤寡默摇着的剑，你的笑容...
要忘的是那太过白的痛苦那让你以为我相信你的伤不会消失

瘦弱的梦中，醒不来的现实被央了出来即使悲伤...
如果你肯回答你是素颜的那我付伤了也无所谓

别忘了我是被认识痛苦的你迷住的...

在此处晚安

踊啊，踊啊，踊到我能眠下为止这些止不住的泪...
每次我都把心关起来，当没乘下任何东西时，当我觉得我就会枯萎时...
瘦弱的梦中，再一次歌唱即使悲伤...

应该终了的梦中我们的再见正开放...

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Nao is Sodium Oxide xDDD

Was doing my chemistry homework the other day, and apparently...

The formula of the ionic compound sodium oxide, is... Na2O
Take away the tiny '2', and it becomes...

The formula of the ionic compound sodium oxide is NaO.

I LOL-ed.

Miyavi is WHAT???

Just logged in to both livejournal and blogspot today and saw rumors flying.
Apparently...

MIYAVI IS NOW MARRIED

Like, what?
I mean, Visual Kei people hardly ever gets married.

Okay, its either that, or I'm just biased. Or just blame my lack of knowledge outside Alice Nine and Gazette. But. Still.

You get my point here?
They're TOO FUVKING PRETTY to be husbands. They look like the girl or something. And we fans don't mind them being pretty and all but...

The idea of them getting married may be a little too much for us fangirls?
LOL

~~Can't imagine Shou or Uruha getting married. Too much pretty~~

Nothing, just my little two cents on this.

So uh, wishing Miyavi-san a happy marriage I guess. And Congratulations~

More Skywatching..

This time just outside my house. A few days ago. Realises that the sky looks prettier on hot days.

I was stamped as Hiroto

RAWR

Stamped as Hiroto at Alice Nine Rating. 8D

Yay me~!

Got one Saga vote though, wonder where'd that come from? xDD

AAH I CAUGHT IT!!! I SAW IT!!!

I SAW GAZETTE ON WEDNESDAY JPOP!!!

Kakaka~ I lub you Katori for telling me bout it xDD

But since it was on a schoolday, I couldn't stay up late to watch it...
But I wanted to
So....

I 'went to sleep' at 10.30pm, then sneaked back downstairs to the tv at 11.10.
Aren't I awesome~?

Right. Anyway. They didn't perform Distress and Coma, rather, they performed Nausea and Shudder. NOt that it wasn't a nice song, (I love that song) its just that I was expecting them to do Distress, is all...

Right. Sneaking down was easy. Keeping quiet wasn't. xDD
Wanted to fangirl scream, but had to shut up. Wanted to jump, but had to shut up. Wanted to blast the volume on to max, but had to keep it down.

Hehehe... RUKI"S HAIR!!!
Its brown again. Neckstripes!!! 8DD

Nyways, I tried to take pics, but my camera was being an idiot, (can't take moving images) and so the clearest one I took was this one.

You can't see mt tv right? Coz I didn't even turn on the lights OR fan. HAHA~

Arent I such a dedicated fan? :3

Sunday, March 22, 2009

I was stamped as Aoi

I was stamped as Aoi in Gaze_rating.

I got 8 votes (6 votes being the descisive votes) and 6 out of them was Aoi. The other 2 was Uruha.

Yay me~

Sent my application in for A9_rating, still waiting for the final desicion. >3

Saturday, March 21, 2009

To Seri Kembangan we go~

So, today we went to Seri Kembangan to eat seafood (of all things) with Uncle Loke. xDD

Anyway, the roadtrip there was fun. Talked bout random stuff all the way in the car.

Well, actually, there's nothing much to say. We just went to this restaurant to eat seafood. Which I kinda like ~~but unfortunately am allergic to...~~

The restaurant itself is...kinda scary. I mean, its got a nice atmosphere and all, but its got LOADS OF FISHES EVERYWHERE!!!

Not to mention frogs staring at s all throughout lunch haha...

So anyway, on the way back, they sky was looking really clear and blue, so I took pics.

Etto...Don't mind my uncle driving.... Hehe...

LOL Yey, warning labels

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WARNING

existence_proof is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times.

From Go-Quiz.com

Saw this at Wayne's LJ and thought I'd give it a try.
Lol radioactive?? xDDD Kinda true, if you consider MASSIVE FANGIRLING part of radiation haha...

Went to the Curve...

Yey~ Yesterday I went out with Alee and Yi An(Kzat from here on, easier to type lol).

We went to the Curve first. Because Alee never go before. So then we said we wanna go eat first. And in the end, we got lost.

A lot of times. =_=

Funny aah, actually, coz I just bragged to my parents like "I'll never get lost in the Curve"

Tch, me and my big mouth. Coz we DID get lost...

In the end we ate at Kim Gary. Yay.

And then Alee showed me her FFVII Reunion Files she bought at Kinokuniya. Freaggin expansive (try Rm 120?), but it was preeeeeeetty~

Then we went to this...place, in Cineleisure. I heard from my friend that there were two, not one, but TWO anime shops there. So thats where we went.

And she was right. There was one if a LOT of figurines!! And Gundam Models!!! HUGE ONES. ON DISPLAY!!!

Alee took pics. Waiting for her to send them to me.

Its called Sun Comics, I think. That place isn't that huge, but it had almost everything!! There were artbooks! Posters! DVDs! OSTs! MERCHANDISE!!! *cough*

And the best part was...

Everything is cheaper than those being sold elsewhere...

I mean. Dude!! The artbooks were below Rm50!! The maximum price there was Rm48!! And OSTs? Rm20 and below. SHIZ!!

All the while there, we were crying and whining over whether to buy some stuff or not, so yea haha...

These are some of the stuff we saw there...

Mokona plushies. I wishe I'd bought one haha...

And this is just one of the shelves. There are a few more shelves.

You SEE THIS?? I was fighting with myself on whether I should get this or not, because I kinda have all the X pics on my computer, but owning it would give me more bragging value. So, in the end, I didn't get it. Decided to save the money for albums and the Alice Nine piano book.

See this? They're just trying to torture me to no end... First X, then FF, now THIS. AAARGH!! TOO MUCH FANDOMS IN A PLACE AT ONCE!!

See the other X artbook thar? And also the Tsubasa one. With piano collections. In it.

*growls* Ack! I kinda want everything in that store.... Kzat was laughing at me and Alee all the way lol

*fangirl*

Stupid blurry camera. *points* See Zack jigsaw puzzles?

Haha. Alee almost cried when she saw this. Exactly the same as her Kino-bought Reunion Files, except its only Rm48. In the end though, she felt better. Coz her Kino-bought Reunion Files' pics are in better quality.

This looked pretty, but we didn't buy it, coz we weren't sure if it was an actual FF Merchndise. Yes, shallow are we...
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Y'know what? I saw not one, not two, but THREE Code Geass OSTs there, and also the Dissidia OST. Argh, should've gotten the Dissidia one.

So, end product? Alee bought the FF Remix CD, the Zack jigsaw and the awesome poster. Which, I have in my comp xDDD

This one, actually>>>

Yea~ Pretty poster~ Cloth too.
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So yea, then Kzat and Alee needed to do something for their school (ChungHwa has many many donation drives...LUCKY I didn't study there), I followed them around and stuff, then we had strawberry yogurt ice cream.

Nice stuff. You should try it..

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Then we met up with my parents, and went to have tea. The eggtarts there are small and cute, see above.

See this two? Trying to avoid the camera haha xDDD

This is what I bought that day. Woohoo~ Go me~

1000 pieces de...haha, better start puting them together, I guess xDDD

Oi Alee, Kzat, next time we go OneU!! More stuff to do there. >333

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Because everyone needs a song for their bad day

...These are mine.

MISEINEN - THE GAZETTE [Be sure to listen to 4:14 - 5:00, the most meaningful part]
Translation from Gazette Lyrics:
Recklessly I was searching for something　　Back then it was also okay to stumble
I know that I'm looking foolish, I'm only running without having any regrets
I could only trust myself, I didn't need anything like friends
I pointed my blade towards anything and everything　　The wings of puberty are fragile

I want to become strong　　I want the strength to live on my own
The truth is that I was only afraid of being betrayed
Only running away won't change a thing
Although I understand this I'm still unchanged

Proudly I held up　　a pride called loneliness
They were wings for the sake of running away, to an ideal that was of no use
Proudly I held up　　a "RIOT" called self-assertion
Beyond this light there was
Nothing like liberty

Teenage Bluely Days
I was drowning in those stormy days
As I realized it I was already burdened with loneliness
It was painful. The truth is that I was lonely
There was nothing I was hoping for

Proudly I held up　　a pride called loneliness
They were wings for the sake of running away to an ideal that was of no use
Proudly I held up　　a "RIOT" called self-assertion
Beyond this light there was
Nothing like liberty

[4:14 to 5:00]I was only bluffing because I ended up forgetting my true self
Sometimes you have to show strength but relying on someone is important as well
You get hurt ... but at the times you want to cry, face the sky and scream out loud
I don't want forget to myself　　I want to be as I am ...

My back was burdened because of my weak self
The encouraging voices of my father, my mother and my friends gave me light

Proudly I held up　　my loneliness and the wounds of puberty
They were wings for the sake of running away to an ideal that was of no use
If I can find my liberty behind this blue and lit up sky
I won't mind tearing these proud wings off

I started running　　Recklessly aiming at the sky
I extended my wings and began to fly, the place where I fell was "liberty"
I have a wonderful family　　and I had wonderful friends
These were the most awesome days　　If we are reborn, let's meet again ...

And also

WATERFALL - ALICE NINE
Translation from Akatsuki:
Memories that flow downThey soon become a river, towards the sea
The elements that take form
The many words of loveT
he many sacrifices and wounds

I'm falling down to the dark, but I can't say good-bye to you
searching for own pieces

The process that reflects slowly
Determination and hope accumulate
What we choose isn't the path
With the friends who taught us
We hope for the future, and vow

I'm falling down to the dark, but I can't say good-bye to you
searching for own pieces

When tears are shed, the things that can't be wiped away are the blue days,
resembling tranquility, that don't fade away
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am.
There are no wounds that don't hurt, towards the sky that was too far away

I'll be with you, till beyond the eternity that you wish for

I'm born, and know of the end of the four seasons
The flower that blooms from the midst of rubble
At the corner of the revolving blue stars, shards fall without being known by anyone
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am. Until the tears that burned beautifully dry up

Alone, the music box called the universe is crying
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am

I'll be with you, till beyond the eternity that you wish for

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Why, you ask? Its because.

I don't like listening to hyper happy music when I'm down. I listen to those that hold meaning to me. In fact, I have many more. But then this would make this post really really long. So these are my top two.

Miseinen. The lyrics, just look at them. Read them. Don't tell me it never resembled your life at some point. And also, Miseinen saved me. It made me feel like someone understood me, and so I didn't ever need to feel depressed. When I'm feeling lonely, I listen to it. And in an instant, I am okay being lonely, because if it means I can be myself, I don't care.

Waterfall. Because it just feels nice. Got this feel good thing going on. And it feels just like a waterfall. After Miseinen, then Waterfall, and all those feelings will follow the waterfall and flow downstream. And hearing Shou sing "I'll be with you" is just enough to clear all negatives away.

Music is universal. Although you don't understand the language they're singing in, you get the feel. And you understand what they're trying to say. And usually, it is enough to make you feel better. Words are unimportant.

Recently...

I realize that recently, I've been really really interested in the sky. I dunno why haha.

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These were taken when I was visiting my grandfather. And also when I was so sick and couldn't move without the whole world spinning before my eyes xD So I was bored and looking around (couldn't talk much too. Lost my voice to coughing haha) and saw the sky.

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It was then I realised that the sky was actually really pretty and interesting. So I took a pic. Yay me.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Oh Shiz

Oh noes, its happening again...

I caught the flu.

Aw damn, and to think I had so much faith in my antibody. I thought it was ok to walk in the rain today, and see what happens now?

Well, actually, the symptoms had been there since this morning, and that made talking to people and going for tution really really hard grrr....

Argh...not now not now not now....Its the holidays....*whines*

Gazette 7th Anniversary

ZOMG!! I just found out from Sono_Ike, that March 10th was the date of the Gazette's 7th Anniversary...

I mean, I knew the band was turning 7 somewhere this year, but what I didn't know was the actual date...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!! ~~what kind of fan am I? T^T~~

So anyway,according to Sono Ike, they had their 7th Anniversary concert, and they played their new song, Distress and Coma, live there.
And the best part was, the song hasn't even been released yet!! Oh gosh, you fans who attended are soooo lucky!!!

Argh.....I wanna be there so badly.... I hate being financially unindependant....and also, to live so far away.....Grrrr.....
Now, if they came somewhere near, I wouldn't care if its a school night or whatever, I'd beg my way there or something....

And also, they're releasing they're new album called DIM.
Wheeee~~~ Another NIL haha XD

Aah, I'm 4 days late, but I'd still like to say, Happy 7th Anniversary, Gazette! (7, its a lucky number~~)

I know, I've only been a fan, for like, what, maybe a few months (since late last year)? But I already love them so...
That time, I didn't know how much awesome they were, I just took them for another band who's music is nice. But then one day, I don't know what got into me, and I went on a Gazespree, and since then, I've become...somewhat obsessed.

Which is a good thing it happened actually. Gazette, changed my life. Without them, I don't know if I'll be me today.

Their music is awesome. Their song writing is....touching. Gazette has been there for me when I felt down, sad, and also happy. Not literaly, but their songs were. It has helped me get through each bad day I encounter and cheered me up when I was sad.

Sometimes, some of their songs just, feel the exact same way I was feeling at the moment, and usually, that is enough to calm me down.

Before I found out bout them, gloomy days always seem all the more gloomier. It would take me days to feel better.

~~not that I'm saying that Alice Nine was no help, its just that I've also been really crazy about them only recently too~~

They are the ultimate rock band and are one of the best I've ever encountered bug off Saren, Hong Peng, I know u guys dont like them so shut it

So, all the best to them for this year ahead. Happy 7th Anniversary!!

*fangirl post. Bug off and shut up if you don't like. Yes, that includes you, Sarnjev, Hong Peng...*

I'M BACK~~~

FWAHAHAHAHAHA~~
IM FINALLY BACK~~~

Oh internet, I mish you....
OK
BACK TO FANGIRLING 8D

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Ok Humans....

....I don't think I'll be on or updating this blog with ~~fangirl~~ posts for the next couple of weeks.

Stupid exams...

Brb after that...

ZOMG SHOU IS AN OTAKU 8D hugs

Shou from Alice Nine...

The vocalist Shou from Alice Nine....

This guy over here:

Ready for it? 8D

Shou-kun...

Plays Final Fantasy, watches anime (from what I can make from his blog, likes One Piece and Saint Seiya), owns a psp, likes DMC (together with Tora xDD), and lives in his own little rpg world.

ZOMG THAT WAS RLY RLY ADORABLE >w<

Aaaah!!! Didn't expect Shou to be so...so... CUTE!!! He keeps making FF refrences in his blog! And then there was this one Valentines Day post...

...and there was a Setsuna pic there, and he wrote "Boku ga, Gundamu da!!" (I am Gundam!!)

>DDDDDDDDDD ~~WHY ARE YOU SO FREAGGIN ADORABLE, SHOU??~~

Lesse his blog posts kay? 8D *is very fangirl-ish now*

1st Sept '08 - Translated Ver.

"For the moment, since it seems Tora got into it too, I'll go watch DMC (laugh)"

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26th Sept '08 - Translated Ver

"Lately I've been into playing Playstation games on my PSP."

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8th Oct '08 - Translated Ver