Aah, this tiresome life

Barely can find enough time to keep up with everything recently.

BUT AO NO EXORCIST, I CANNOT GIVE YOU UP.

Shou, we should totally hang out one day. And go crazy about stuff. And start fanboying/fangirling about stuff. Seriously, you're too adorable.

17.4.2011 Ao no Exorcist anime

Ao no Exorcist the anime starts today. 8D As much as I want to watch the RAW, I'm having exams now, so I'll just wait a week to watch it, undisturbed. :"3

Real life you so annoying

Finally finished 2 reports, a lab report and have a chemistry presentation on Friday.
Then tests are coming next week before my long awaited beloved holiday reaches.

Raaaaaaargh, my deviantart hasn't been updated in a long long time. I'm waiting for the holidays when I will have no goddamn homework, then I can update it.

Stupid RL, stop giving me homework. They never stop coming. ;A;

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On a happier note, Persona 4 anime coming soon. I've never played the game, but everyone is posting things of it I want to know whats it about.

Ao no Exorcist anime coming out this Sunday. 8D

I'll be watching Madoka sometime during the holidays too. Oh look, I've planned out my holidays already.

Alice Nine new Single - Blue Flame

It makes me think that maybe Shou has been reading Ao no Exorcist or something. Blue. Flame. Okumura Rin has the devil's flame. They call it blue flame. In the show. Blue. Flame. 8D Can't wait for the lyrics. :3 Or maybe I'm just overthinking things. Maybe my fangirl mind is wandering too far.

What I want is...

And you bleed just to know you're alive

Sometimes

I want to be alone.

But sometimes, its lonely.

Headdesk

Just saw something that really gets on my nerves and grinds my patience like nails on chalkboard.

Brb while I attempt to smash my desk to peices by repeatedly headdesking.

Joins another fandom;

...losing my sanity

Recently watched/read Nurarihyon no Mago and I got all fangirly again. Only just went all out searching for fanworks, which proves my entry into this fandom.

Man, its been so long since I've loved a fandom at first sight ne?

Currently catching up with the manga. 40+ more chapters to go~

On a side note, I realise that out of all my fandoms, the ones that I've been most crazy about have been mainly about dead people, ghosts, and yokai/demons.

xDD _{Guess I'm just that awesome.}

Japan Earthquake and Tsunami : Jrock artists that are reported safe

IF ONLY THE BAND IS LISTED - ALL MEMBERS ARE CONFIRMED SAFE.

12012
2side1BRAIN
9GOATS BLACK OUT
9mm Parabellum Bullet

Acid Black Cherry
Administrator
ALiBi
AliceNine
An cafe – Kanon, teruki, miku, Takuya
aicle
Aigis - Tenka
ALSDEAD
amber gris
AND
Angelo - Kirito
Aoi from Ayabie
Arc
Art Cube - Z
AUBE
AYABIE

Base ball bear
Black cat - Makoto
(ex) Black:List - Kyotaro
BLACK LINE
Black run
Blam honey
BLOOD – Dora, Hayato, Kiwamu
Blood Stain Child
BORN
BUCK-TICK

Calmando Qual
Chaos system - TOMO, Kyouka
Chemical Pictures (also ex member Jimi)
CindyKate
ClearVeil – Ryuuto, Nozomi
Cocklobin
Cube

D
D=OUT
D’eiz
D’espairsray
Danger Gang
DaizyStripper
Dear L’Novel - Kazuho
DEATHGAZE
DecoLa Hopping
DELUHI
DER ZIBET
DIAURA - Yo-ka
Dir en grey
DJ SiSeN
the Dopes
DOG in the PWO
Doremidan
Downer – Kagome
DuelJewel

E’m~grief~ - Cecir
EGOIST - Rui
exist trace

FEECHE
the fool

Gackt (plus Chachamaru, Jun-ji You)
Gakido
Galneryus
the GALLO
the GazettE
(ex) GHOST - Kousei
Girugamesh
GLAY
Golden Bomber
Guild

heidi.
Hi:BRiD – Zero, Jill (ex member)
HITT
HYDE (Since he’s in L’ac~en~ciel)

Irokui

Jinkaku Radio
Jui (ex-vidoll)
Juka

Kaya
Kagrra,
THE KIDDIE
Kiryu
Kozi
Kra
Kuroyume
KYOKUTOU GIRL FRIEND

L’arc~en~Ciel
Lacroix Desphere
La’cryma Christi
LAGING – Orochi
Lauder - MAST, LEN
(ex) Lareine – Emiru, Kamijo
Lin -the end of corruption world-
Lolita23q
LOST ASH
LM.C - Aiji & Maya
LUNA SEA
Luzmelt
Lycaon - Yuuki
lynch.

Mana
Matenrou Opera
Megaromania – Misery, Hyoga
Megamasso
Merry
Misaruka
MIX SPEAKER’S INC.
Miyavi
Moi dix Mois – Seth, K
MoNoLith
MUCC – Tatsurou, Yukke, Miya

Nega – Yuu, SAN
NEXX - Shikoto
Nightmare
Number mouse - Kyohei

Oblivion Dust
-OZ- - Aki, Nao
ONE OK ROCK
Oyuugi wagamama-dan x PaRADEiS

Para:noir
(ex) Panic Channel - Kiri
Penicillin
The Piass – Takayuki
Piko
Plastic Tree

R-shitei – Mamo, Z, Kaede
Reivier – Jey, Makoto, Kou, Hiro
remming - Kosuke
Royz

QUAFF – (ex members: Hal, Shingo, Ukusemi, Takuma)

remming - Sou
rice
the Riotts

Sadie
Satsuki
Schwein – Yam, Zin, Takeru, Hina
SCAPEGOAT
SCREW (ex member Yuuto as well)
Secilia Luna
Sekihan
Sel’m - Tsubaki
Shaura
SID
SKULL - Die
SOMATIC GUARDIAN – Saki, Junya
spiv states
SuG (also ex drummer Mitsuru is safe)
Sugizo
Suzaku
Synside

Takanori Nishikawa (T.M.Revolution)
TissueHime
Tokami – Agato, K, Shige
(ex) Tokyo Shitei – Shibuya, Ren, Runchu

UnsraW
UN=(XAG) – Yun, Yukihira
Ultimate Sonic - Yuu

V-last – Shyena
v(NEU)
(ex) VAJRA - L
Vallquar – Hikari, Mikoto
VAMPS
Velbet
(ex) Velgreed - Naru
Velvet eden
Versailles
VII-Sense
Vidoll – Tero, Jui, Shun
vistlip
ViViD
VURNY - Hina

X-Japan
XA-VAT
Xenophobia - Benjamin
xTRiPx

Zoro - Ryuuji
ZUCK

Source : Japanese Rock Revolution

PEOPLE WHO AREN'T FROM THE UK

Why the hell do you people keep putting "Cheers" in your eforum posts???

As far as I know every single one of you taking Malaysian Studies and Moral Education are not from the UK. Nor do I see any reason for you to use said word.

SO WHY THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE KEEP USING IT FOR NO REASON AT ALL???

IN EVERY POST EVEN??? WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?
WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SAYING CHEERS TO THE PEOPLE WHO JUST CAME UP WITH A COMEBACK FOR YOUR POSTS???

What is there to life?

I'm bored.

I have no time to draw, online time is limited, so my digital coloring time is limited too, everytime I wanna draw I feel sleepy and go off to sleep.

Homework, procrastinate now, and panic later style.

Fandoms, so long since I've last touched on them. Oh anime-tachi, I want the time to watch you all so badly. Especially Ao no Exorcist, I can't wait to watch that.

Piano, hoping really really hard that I'll be able to pass my Grade 8 exam later next month because I hardly have time to practise and parents are pressuring me to pass, but passing is really hard for grade 8 (or so I heard), it'd be a miracle if I did. And I don't mind if this miracle happens.

Why can't there be more hours in a day to do things? ;A;

Piano Duet - Vamps [Lyrics]

Piano Duet - Vamps

ねぇ、こんな風に思いながら
よく似た手を重ねたのかな
鍵盤の上　紡ぎ合ってゆくメロディー

あぁ、こんなにも愛してくれていてなんて
気づかないで　あまりにも　遅すぎた

ねえ、雨の日は　寄り添うように
ピアノを弾いて　いつも歌ったよね
音譜が舞って　まるで今日と同じように

貴方が今いてくれたなら
きっと素直に言えるのに
天国へは届かないよ

ねぇ、いつの日か貴方に帰る
その日なら　会えたなら　言えるかな
あぁ、こんなにも愛してくれていたなんて
気づかないで　言えなかったけど

ありがとう

Translation

Hey, as I think like this

I wonder if a hand similar to that one will cover mine

A melody spins itself above the keyboard

he same as they do today

Aah, I never really realized

How much you've loved me

I'm too late

Hey, it was a rainy day when you seemed to pull me in

You were playing the piano and always singing

The notes danced almost today

If you were with me now

Maybe I'd be able to tell you honestly but

I can't reach you in heaven

Hey, one of these days I'll return to you

When that day comes, if I can see, you, will I be able to tell you?

Ahh, I never realized how much you loved me

But I couldn't tell you

Thank you

Thank you

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"But I can't reach you in heaven, I couldn't tell you..."

In love with this song.

Source; Credit Harumi

Oh people beside me in the computer lab who are downloading Devil May Cry

I wish I could just squeal and jump up and fangirl with you guys and then we'd talk about Devil May Cry gameplay and we'd somehow become friends when you hear that I've played it too and we'll spend hours watching each other play DMC and more hours looking through my folder fro DMC fanart and we'll laugh at all the DMC jokes and we'd reference it in real life.

But we won't because me fangirling will scare the shit out of you guys and I have an image to keep.

Wish you guys could see this though because I'm so lonely that there isn't a single otaku here with me in college and there isn't any jrock/visual kei fan here. Life is so lonely sucks.

Jealous of you people

Everwhere I go everyone I meet seems to be living their dreams.

They teach because they like to teach.
They sing because they like to sing.
They dance because they like to dance.
They want to be dentists because they like teeth.
They want to be doctors because they think intestines are awesome.
They are photographers because they like to take pictures.
They want to be enginneers because building things are fun.

And they have all the love and support of their family members.

While me and a couple of people I know, want to draw because we love to draw.
We want to draw because we love to dream.

But we can't because apparently it won't support us and there is no market and it won't make us successful and we won't earn money.

So we just shrink back into a corner and draw and draw and sometimes when we have no time we neglect it completely and this guilt, this lonliness, this jealousy eats us up slowly on the inside as we watch you, the people who get to live your dream while for us it will forever be just one thing and nothing else. It will forever be a Dream. Out of reach.

Jealous of you, for being able to live your dream.

A cafe?

We went to this place called Moe D Cafe yesterday.

We actually went for Shabu Shabu for dinner, then went down to that place.

Waitressess were wearing sailorfuku and guys look like they were cosplaying Shizu-chan.

There were manga at the side too, its like a otaku cafe 8D

But not too happy bout the disco music, made it seem like a pub =3=

First time going to places like above, so was kinda excited. Will post more bout dinner that day after +0 has uploaded all the photos.

The day it rained so heavily

these things collapsed. It was supposed to be standing up btw.

This was on Thursday right outside the labs in college.

I didn't give up drawing

Its not really that I've stopped drawing, not that I've fully intergrated into college life.

Its just that now I reach home at about 7pm everyday, and after dinner and shower and stuff, its already 8 something. I go online to check my emails and do any unfinished homework, then by the time I feel like I could draw, it'd be time to go offline.

So I think it'll be traditional art lately, but by the time I reach my bed, I read a few library books I have to return, and by then I'm already sleepy.

In the end, I can only update my devart and stuff (and actually draw something complete) during the weekends.

I'm just doodling things not fit for display usually.

I'll never give up drawing, you should know that.

Durarara episode 25

When will you be available online?? I wanna watch it so badly ;A;

I am annoyed

I dislike you, Person.

I am annoyed at you, who apparently studies the whole day, sleeps at 9pm, only to wake up again at 2am to study, AGAIN.

I've got nothing against you doing that, but I'd appreciate it if you don't rub it in my face because I don't need to hear shit like this when I still haven't completely woken up yet.

Just because you do that doesn't make you smart, just so you know, and don't sound all smug and all when I say I don't study much eventhough I'm up late.

Shut up, you. I live how I want and how I study, is none of your fucking business. I don't want to stress my brain out because, unlike you, I do have a life online that I must tend to, you know.

Maybe you've been feeding off stress so much you don't even understand what was I saying.

Oh, and if you don't believe in the supernatural, then keep your fucking opinions to yourself, and don't try to change the way I think.

And try to shut up because nobody wants to listen to you repeat everything you say without even pausing to listen to others' responses so early in the morning.

Especially me.

Screw you, Person. You irritate me.

Its a bit funny how life works

Remember this post? December 13 2008

Back then I was ranting bout how much I wanted the CLAMP x Code Geass : Mutuality artbook.
Didn't have enough money or something too back then.

And now, 2 years later, I own the artbook.
And I didn't even searched for it, it just popped up in front of me when I went to the store.

Wow. I feel like, so much time has passed already. When I look back.

BEHOLD

AS YOUR RAPTOR OVERLORD RETURNS FROM HIBERNATION.

Revamping blog, and swearing to post more often.

And also will deliver my annual Comic Fiesta report. orz

BRB

WIll post bout Comic Fiesta 2010

...when I have the chance. Lol

IN THE MEANTIME, I heard the E@theCurve has this Jpop-Kpop dance competition + Cosplay competition = mini anime con.

Will try to see if I can bluff my way there coming Saturday.

back again

Trying to be more active again back here xp

*realises have not done the Comic Fiesta 2010 report yet OAO*